She Looks So Perfect

Chapter Five- Lost- Girlfriend Edition

he says he knows enough

and because of that

he loves me

does he know

that i chew my nails

when im nervous?

or that I'm still afraid

of the dark?

does he know that

i cant stand the

thought

of him with

someone else?

what about how

i forget my keys...

inside the car.

does he know

my thoughts

are constantly

consumed

by the thoughts

of how this 

beautiful relation

wont ever be perfect?

how bad im into

making sure all

women get their

rights

or the amount

of money i

give to the homeless?

does he know that

i often forget

how lucky i am

and that he doesn't 

have to stay

how i lose control

when things

end badly

or the way

i look into his eyes.

the way i lose

sleep

just thinking

how every word

in a poem

means something.

does he know that

i love him too

and even when

i say im mad

i just have

nothing else

to say.

does he know

that i forget

were only

human?

all this time

i was worried

about his thoughts

when i was getting

Lost

in my own