Frozen Twilight Book Two: Independent ||Completed||

The Real Me

*Edward Cullen*

"Edward, it's time to go." A voice said from the door. I teared my gaze away from the window and saw Alice. She looked normal, almost. Though her appearance was normal, her eyes were full of sadness. Alice studied me for a second and frowned.

"You haven't hunted. Edward, you know mom said that while we went to out, you had to hunt. We did it to give you some time alone but you still didn't listen. Edward, you can't keep mourning here in your room, I know it's hard but this isn't what she would've wanted." Alice said to me. I just stared at her, no emotion in my monstrous face. Suddenly Esme appeared next to her. Alice looked at Esme and then backed to me one last time before leaveing the room.

"Edward? Son, you know Alice is right in a way. She loved you to death and how you are now is not what she would like to see." Esme said to me in a soft voice as she ran to me and put her arms around me. I sighed. I didn't have the energy to do anything else.

I hadn't hunted since the day before she left, which was only about 4 days ago, not long. My appearance seemed a bit "normal" but I ever since she left, I couldn't find the energy in me to move or to try and do anything. They wanted me to hunt because we were moving again. She left and we didn't want to leave behind much rumors. We are leaving and starting over. Well, at least try and start over.

We are moving to London, which was what I heard from Carlisle's mind. It would be a long ride from Minnesota to London. We will be surrounded my Human's for a long time.

"I know, mom. But I can't forget. She was a little sister to me, my most precious thing and now she's....gone....forever." I said, my voice cracking a bit. I could feel the venom in my eyes threatening to spill but never will. Esme hugged me tighter.

"Edward, I know its hard. You are not the only one hurting. All of us are. Now please, for me, come." Esme said and I looked at her eyes. I couldn't deny her. Not her. My mother. I sighed and nodded. A small slight smile appeared on her lips as she pulled me up from the floor and I looked around at all my things. They were gone. I looked at her and she smiled. Ah, Jasper and Alice already packed my things, I would have to thank them all later. I hadn't noticed them. Maybe I'm dead more than I already am. That's what it feels like, anyways.

*Elsaira Moon*

We were now eating silently at the diner table. I was trying my best to calm down from being scared to death of changing myself.

"Aren't you excited Saira?! You be normal you again!" Vivianna asked me. I smiled and nodded slightly.

"Anna, please, let Elsaira be." Idun said softly to Vivianna. I was glad this conversation wouldn't keep going.

By the time we finished, we were rounded up in the big living room they had and they would transform me here. I stood in the center of the room. Jack was here as well.

"Will it hurt?" I asked and they smiled at me.

"Not at all." Manny said as he stood up a bit far from me but still across so he could change me.

"How will I know how to control my gift? I'm just a fragile Human." I said to them and Jack came to me.

"Elsaira, I'll teach you. Your gift should be similar to mine so I can teach you. And when your transformation is done, you won't be a fragile Human anymore, you will be a full Spirit." Jack said to me and I nodded. He returned to his place and I took a deep breath getting ready.

"Ready?" Idun asked me and I hesitantly nodded. She smiled and Manny waved his hands in the air towards me. Suddenly there was blue and white light coming from my head. I couldn't see what was going on, the light was too bright for me to keep my eyes open. The light continued down my body until it reached my feet. When the light disappeared everyone turned back to look at me. I looked at them but I didn't feel anything different.