Cool Blue- The Japanese House
•Macy's POV•
I always wondered what it was like to be loved. Well I knew what it was like... with my mum, but loved eternally, wanted.
These thoughts sprung to mind again as I lay on Ethan's sofa, silently. I felt sort of bad for him, as he tried to talk to me, tried to make me understand why I couldn't just run off.
I walked to his flat just after I finished my tea, after I got Gee's number.
I knew in my heart it all came down to their precious little secret and how it would affect their internet career. It was like a dream come true when I first met them, when they took me places, offered me food and a warm environment. I felt wanted, needed.
"You need to go back Macy." He sighed, stopping to look at me for a second before he went back to busying his way around the kitchen. My eyes darting towards his, they tend to fall when I'm thinking.
"Why?" I closed my eyes tightly, wanting to wake up from this nightmare.
"They're worried about you" He sighed.
"They aren't fucking worried!" I snapped standing up quickly, throwing down the pillow, I was once latching onto for comfort, forcefully. "All they're worried about is their stupid fucking reputation." My voice broke in defeat as I spilled out the real truth.
"Macy that's not true." He paused, coming over and gently pulling me into his arms. "They love you, Josh is your brother for fuck sake." He squeeze my shoulder light.
"If he loves me he would have told me the truth." I whispered once more, anger searing through my words.
"He didn't tell you because he loves you."
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Painless➰Sidemen AU✔️
Fanfiction"I didn't want this, I never wanted any of this." I quickly scribbled onto a small piece of paper, tears accidentally smudging the ink "You didn't want me either" I gazed into a picture of the boy I loved so dearly before running for my life. *WARN...
