Target(H2OVanoss)

Part 130 - Escape and never come back

Surprise update!!! 🎉🎉
Alright. I'm leaving to Slovakia, visit my family there, so I won't be able to connect to the internet. Which would mean no updates :/
But here you goooo!!! ❤❤

Also, humongous thanks to @_MoonlitRainbow for sending me this over Twitter. It's amazing truly! I'm in love with it.

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(Delirious POV)
I started to feel again. Delirious was weak enough to let me fight for a control, and I did. I was in the living room, lying on the sofa in the darkness. My whole body hurt, not like the times when I was tortured, but it was still painful.

Looking around, I tried to put pieces of puzzle together. I had no memory of what happened after I let Delirious out.

How did I get from the Red Room? Where am I now? Have I killed somebody? What did Delirious do?

I slowly stood up, looking for the light switch.

I need to call Tyler, I need to get to his place. He can push Delirious back, I'm not strong enough to do that.

Once I could finally see the room I was in, I recognized it with my racing heart.

No!

The fears and worries surrounded me like a web, tightening around me. I ran upstairs to Evan's room, fearing the worst. I saw him tied to the bed, his clothed ripped off, his beautiful body bruised.

"Evan," I whispered, the image of him was too painful for me.

I fucking hate you! Out of all people, why did you visited him?! He didn't deserve any of it. How did he even now where Evan lives? Did he do it on purpose? To hurt me?

I untied him the softest way I could, hating myself for letting Delirious out. I knew this was all my fault. I wanted to protect him from everybody else and I forgot about myself.

Picking his body up, I carried him to the other room with clean bedsheets and atmosphere. He moved a little, his breath changed. I almost got a heart attack, while I put him back to the bed. I found clean clothes and changed him into them.

He started to gasp for air, throw himself on the bed. I dared to lie down next to him, hugging him from behind to calm him down. He tensed up, before completely relaxing. I breathed in his scent, trying to memorize it. Have something to think about in the darkness.

I don't have strength to stop him. I'm still weak. But I'll do everything to control him again.

I didn't want to wake him up, even though I wished to hide him, protect him mainly from myself. 

I get off the bed, looking at Evan one last time. The way he slept, curled into a ball, he looked like a giant Teddy Bear.

My Teddy.

I knew Delirious was going to take the control soon, I could feel it, but image of Evan gave me so much strength. The strength I needed to fight.

"I'm so sorry."

I caressed his cheek, fixing the duvet he had on. I didn't know what everything Delirious did to him, but I could see the bruises, the cuts, the blood. I knew he hurt him, he hurt my Evan.

I just hope he will run away in the morning. Please, Evan, escape from this hell hole and never come back.

Before Delirious would get back, I tried to find a phone. I needed to call Tyler, let him know about my situation. I grabbed Evan's in the kitchen, dialing my friend's number. But before  he could have answer it, I already felt him. And he was angry. I fought back, almost screaming in pain. There was no time to call Tyler.

I decided to give Evan some time to escape, quickly locking myself in the basement, hiding the key so Delirious won't find it so fast. I was in the half way of tying myself, when I felt, how Delirious was crawling into my body again.

It's not gonna help him, Jonathan. There's nothing you can do. Just enjoy watching me destroy him.

Fuck off.

You asked for my help back there and I helped you. This is your way to pay me back for that.

Let him be, Delirious. I'll pay the debts in any way you want, just let him go.

You're pathetic, Jonathan. I actually enjoyed that one night with him, I think I'll keep him until he dies. How long can human body last fucking without food or drinks?

I tried to buy time for Evan as much as he needed. But Delirious revealed my plans, he tried to get control forcefully. I screamed in pain, blacking out for a few seconds.

You're weak. There's no place for weakness, but with me you won't be weak anymore. You don't need others, you need only me. Give up!

I was too weak to fight with him, image of my Evy-bear was the last thing I saw, before I let him take control.