**Prie's POV**
she repeatedly say sorry to me...
"I'm really sorry Prie." umiiyak na sabi niya sakin.
umupo ako sa tabi niya.
"are you okey? why are you wearing hispital gown?" tanong ko.
"I'm...I'm okey. I'll be dismiss naman tomorrow or the next day, we're just waiting for the baby's ultra-sound." sagot iya sakin.
"oh...why? something's wrong?" nag aalalang tanong ko... I'm leaving with her for months and hindi maiiwasan na mag alala ako para sa anak niya and for her...
"don't you worry about me, masyadong ng maraming bagay ang inaalala mo." mahinang sagot niya sakin then umiwas siya ng tingin.
"Izzy.." tawag ko sknya.
"Prie, I'm really sorry." putol niya sa sasabihin ko. "I want Gello to tell you the truth, pero uunahan ko na siya...I don't want your hatred eat you.mabait kang tao, and it kills me na dahil sakin nakakasalita ka ng mga bagay na hindi naman talaga tunay na ikaw."
natahimik lang ako sa mga pinag sasabi niya...
her tears are still flowwing one by one...while she's trying to wipe them.
"I'm really sorry kung nakikisiksik ako sainyo...but, the truth is...this is not Gello's baby. And I would not have that moment with Gello...kung ano man yung sakit ko, it's just me and my baby who will have it."
i don't know what to feel ng nakikita ko siyang umiiyak habang nag sasabi ng totoo...kung totoo nga ang mga ito.
"I don't understand..." sagot ko sknya.
"I know it's hard for you to make sense out of this things, for the last 24 hours ito lang ang good news na matatangap mo, please listen to me." pakiusap niya sakin, "paniwalaan mo ang sasabihin ko."
tumango nalang ako...I don't know...
I'm really lost...
"this baby is not Gello's...months before tayo mag kita, I met this guy on a bar, have...you know...things with him, then he left me when he found out na may sakit ako..he cursed me kasi nangdadamay daw ako ng sakit. He left me..." she trailed off there, umiiyak siya na hindi malaman ang gagawin...
I lean closer to her, then pat her back.
"It's okey Izzy...it's okey...sometimes, people just don't like us." sabi ko sknya.
"No! if you're thinking Gello...he loves you." sagot niya sakin at pinunasan ang mga luha niya.
"He love you Prie..." sabi niya.
"why do he have pretend na kabit ka niya, when he knows I'll be hurt?" natatawa pero may halong btterness sa mga tono ko.
masakit na malaman na kapatid pala ng asawa mo yung pinag papangap niyang kabit niya, kasi niloloko ka niya...
pero mas masakit yung fact na kaya ka niyang saktan ng ganun.
"dahil nga sakit Prie...it's all about me..." she trailed off again...
"my husband...three years ago ng nalaman niyang may sakit akong ganito, galit na galit siya sakin...my whole family hated me. So, I have to find my real father and ask help from him...Pero katulad nga ng sabi ko, hindi rin nila ako tinangap...it's only Gello who accepted me."
hindi ko pa ma gets yung point niya...so i keep myself silent...
gusto kong malaman ang totoo...just for now..I want something real.
