Letting Her Go

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**Prie's POV**

they are lowering her down.

I can't bare to look at that box that's protecting her so the dirt won't hurt her.

least they can't hurt her anymore this time.

matagal pa yung mass and other blessing things...

"Empi.." tawag ni Richard mula sa likuran ko...naka tayo lang ako ngayon dito sa harap ng bagong lagay na lupa...

"Empi..." tawag niya ulti sakin, napansin kong parang naiiyak narin yung boses niya.

"Richard, I don't know if I could still live." sagot ko saknya, naramdaman kong niyakap niya ako, "Empi, Dino needs you...you need to be stronger for your son. He knows what's happening and he needs you."

"I can't...I feel like I'm going to die..." sagot ko sknya.

"Empi...look at me." pilit niya akong hinaharap saknya, "look at me."

I look at him, and I saw how down he looks like...na mamaga ang mga mata niya, and namumula ang mukha niya.

"I lost a daughter too...I live with her for most of her life. Remember, I fell in love with her when you gave birth to her...I was the first one who held her...I stayed up all night to make sure she have bottles of milk whenever she'll cry..Empi," tumigil siya then held me chin, "Pricilla...look at me..." tawag niya sakin ulit ng napupuno nanaman ng luha ang mga mata ko. "Try to live for Dino...don't die with Ria-Nie, Dino needs you."

tumango tango ako habang pinupunasan ang mga luha ko..

"If I would to choose, I would stay with you and Dino here...but, I have my son waiting for me back home." sabi niya sakin.

I just grab him and hug him really hard...

"Please..don't leave me!" sabi ko sknya habang umiiyak.

"I...I don't want to Prie...but just like me, you have to think about your son, you have to think about Dino...and your husband."

the time he said 'your husband', parang bumalik yung mga sakit na dinulot ni Gello sakin.

he rejected me as his wife...

"PLease..." pag mamakaawa ko.

"No Prie...I know it's hard right now, but think about the following days, don't do this to yourself because you're hurting not you but Dino..."

hindi ako nagsalita, I just held him...

siya lang natatanging nakaka intindi ng nararamdaman ko ngayon.

"I'll go with you back to Colombia,I'll bring Dino with me.. give me one week to do our papers and we can fly back...you have your son, then I'll have you--"

"No! Empi...you have to make things work out without me..." humiwalay siya sa pagkayakap sakin to look at me in the eyes, "I love you, you know that...but, I don't want you to do this..."

umiyak nalang ako ng umiyak, he hold me again.

i'm not with myself when someone grab me from Richard...

but,from what he said...kilala ko kung sino siya.

"I can take care of my wife."

then, naramdaman kong bumitaw na si Richard sakin...but before he let go of my arms, he kissed my forehead.

"Empi, Siempre estaré aquí, amándote ... tal vez no como el amor que sentía antes, pero yo todavía te quiero. Así que, no te sientas que estás solo."

tumango lang ako...

my eyes are clouded with tears when he handed me to my husband.

**Gello's POV**

galit ako kay Prie.

hindi dahil sa pag sugod niya sa hospital, kundi yung mga sinabi niya doon.

hindi ko sinasadyang sabihin yun saknya, knowing that she's on her deepest low right now, pero sobrng galit lang ako...

crossing between the line na yung mga sinabi niya.

hindi ko alam na kaya niyang saktan si Sera ng ganon...

si Sera na walang ginawa kundi ang supportahan siya, nun lang nawala si Sera sa tabi niya kasi buhay ng pinsan niya ang nangangabi.

Yes, Sera is Izzy's "cousin". Hindi sila biological na mag pinsan kasi nga ampon lang ang kapatid ko ng tita ni Sera.

nalaman lang namin nung nag kita-kita kami sa hospital.

honest truth.

pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong bumalik sa lamay ng sarili kong anak.

tama si Prie, nakikita kong mas naging ama pa si Richard kaysa sakin para kay Ria-Nie..at nasasaktan ako dahil doon.

mas nasaktan pa ako na simula ng dumating si Richard dito sa pilipinas, wala nang ibang kinausap si Prie kundi siya.

pero nawala ang galit ko sknya ng nakita kong she's pleading Richard na sasama siya gn Colombia.

nun ko lang na realise na sobra ko siyang nasaktan sa sinabi ko...

lumapit ako sakanila at binawi ko ang dapat kong bawiin.

bago niya pakawalan ang asawa ko, he kissed her and said somwthing in spanish.

I know this man loves my wife...pero sabi ko nga dati, hindi ko na gagawin ang dati kong pag kakamali kay Prie.

hindi dahil nakita kong may nag mamahal saknya ay iiwan ko siya...

tama si Izzy, Prie needs me.

hiwalay man kami o hindi, that doesn't change the fact na kailangan ako ng asawa ko.

I hug her...

umiiyak parin siya.

"Prie..." mahinahon kong tawag sa pangalan niya.

"I'm sorry what I said on the hospital...hindi ko lang kasi naiimagine na kaya mong sabihan ng ganun si Sera..."

she didn't say anything.

"Sera's hurt, Izzy's hurt, and I'm angry with you." honest kong sabi sknya.

"Pero, Prie, we understand you...Izzy and Sera sent me home after you left us...sabi nila kausapin daw kita. But, as usual late nanaman ako...I'm sorry."

hindi siya sumagot but I felt her amrs wrap around my waist.

"Gello, I don't know what to do." mahinang sabi niya sakin.

awa ang una kong naramdaman ng mag salita siya...

saka sumunod ang sakit dahil nag kakaganto siya.

"Prie...let Ria-Nie go..."

tumingin siya sa mag mata ko na parang hindi siya makapaniwalang sinabi ko yun.

"let Ria-Nie go....and let us start again...You and me, Prie, woth Dino...the three of us...let's start again."

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