**Gello's POV**
"So, how was it?" I excitedly ask her pagkalabas niya ng banyo.
"I didn't try," mahina niyang sagot bago ibigay sakin ang kahon na binigay ko sknya.
"bakit? you have the symptoms." pilit ko..
I was suspecting na buntis siya, pero lagi niya iyon itinatangi.
"I don't have the symptoms, naka kain lang ako ng panis nung isang araw." tangi niya ulit.
"masama bang mag try ka lang ng isa?" pilit ko ulit saknya.
umupo siya sa likuran ko then hug me from the back...
idinikit niya ang mukha niya sa likuran ko, then I felt na umiiyak na siya.
"any problem?" tanong ko sknya.
"I have somethign that I didn't tell you..." sabi niya habang umiiyak parin..
pilit akong umikot para makaharap saknya...para mayakap ko siya.
"what is it?" mahinahon kong tanong saknya.
"the day that I I knew na buntis ako sa kambal, they told me that maselan ang pag bubuntis ko. I barely made it, Gello. My OB suggested na wag na akong mag buntis ulit because no one knows kung anong mangyayari sa bata o sakin if...you know..."
"But, it was different now..You have me now." sabi ko sknya, then I kiss her forehead.
"but, Richard was the--"
"I don't know how I would compete with him in your memories...I'm sorry I was not there, but this time..if we have a little angel there, I'll do my best to take care of you...kahit anong panganib ang haharapin mo...I'll always be by yourside." sagot ko..
Seven months had passed simula ng namatay si Ria-Nie...
six months ng namatay si Izzy...
and nearly two months simula ng nalaman ni Prie na we both signed the annulment papers...
I could understand her fear of having another baby in a family that was nearly broken...
after 3 years na pag hihiwalay namin, 10 months palang kaming nag sasamang dalawa sa iisang bubong...at halos 4 na buwan palang kaming merong magagandang ala-ala bilang pamilya.
"can you try? just try..." bulong ko ulit saknya.
I wanted to have an addition in our family...I want to take care of her, to see her tummy swelling up..I wanted to see all the changes, the excitement, everything that I didn't see the first time she had my children.
"okay," mahina niyang bulong, then she walked in the bathroom...
later on she emerges and put the PT on the table beside me...
one line...
negative...
"it's not time Gello, make the best of our days first with Dino...help me fix this family first before we plan to build a new one with a new member...the little angel that your wishing would come, but not this time." she told me before walking out of the room.
