For what its worth. The sad end

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( Gamzee)

Was he mad? Of course not... How could he be? Karkat was his best friend no matter what. And it's a fucking miracle they are still friends, because it doesn't always work like that. Its always unfulfilled promises, right? Just a simple " we can still be friends right?" " of course" Followed by avoiding each other, acting like you don't know each other unless your with your friends. Its not like I have the right to be mad or disappointed in his choice, I'm a little disheartened by it.... but I'm happy because I'm one of the lucky ones. the luckiest person in the world to be best friends with him through all of everything anyone has to throw at both of us.





(2 days later)

" Dave what the fuck?"  karkat chuckled as he opened his locker. Small little red hearts were taped onto his locker walls with  a note that read  "I love you ~".  It was the end of the day and the two had decided to go to the park nearby. Dave waited outside of the school for karkat, he had a surprise for him.

karkat walked out. As he spotted Dave he gave him a tight hug and let out a small giggle. " i love you." He mumbled as he saw Dave blush. " I guess I did something right, I love you too." He kissed his cheek as they started walking.

" so, what exactly do you have in mind for today, dave?" Karkat said as they walked the streets to the park. " well, I was thinking we could have an afternoon to ourselves to just talk and joke around." Karkat grinned, breaking into a small smile. " that sounds good."

They arrived at the park just as the soft refreshing breeze began to whistle a soft tune. The dark green trees danced to the soft tune of the wind as the birds swayed tree to tree. " it's so beautiful out..." Karkat sighed as he sat down in the grass. " yeah, but it's not as beautiful as you-"
"Don't ruin the moment." Dave sat down, sighing. " got it." Karkat chuckled, scooting closer to Dave. "Hey Dave?"
Dave turned to look at him. Before he could get out anything, karkat pecked his lips. A smile grew on karkat's face. " thanks for the note. It was super cute. I️ think it might be one of the best things you've ever done." Dave paused, looking at karkat. "I️...never put a note in your locker." Karkat gave a puzzled look. "Who else would it be?"
Dave mumbled to himself, "maybe one of the many lovers you've had over the course of this relationship."
Karkat furrowed his brow, moving from Dave. " excuse me?"
"You heard me. I️ love you but you gotta realise that shit is not cool."
" are gonna ignore the fact that you fucked my brother? Are you gonna ignore all the fucked up things you did? Like how I️ got a black eye from you? Like how I️ was mentally and emotionally drained to the point where I️ couldn't speak to my brother or you? Like how you acted when you met the one and only person that actually makes me happy?"
Karkat paused, covering his mouth. " the only one person that actually makes you happy? Am I️ really that bad?"
"Dave don't turn this back on me-."
"What! Are you fucking with me! You say all this shit about me and you don't think about how I️ felt?!"
" how you felt?! You never left your fucking house. I️ did, two fucking times!"
" you're making a scene."
" I'm not, you started this because you couldn't just try to forget about the things I've done."
" I'm never getting over that."
"Then what's the point in even trying anymore?! Huh? Maybe we're just a lost cause."
"You don't mean that-."
"I️ do. Maybe we just don't work out. We've caught way too many times. Any real substance in this relationship is gone. It was only about sex and fights. I️ want love, and happiness. And I️ don't see that with us. We both fucked up. I'm- i'm sorry, David. But... I️ don't think we can do this anymore."
"I️, Karkat...I️ don't know what to say."
" maybe that's for the best. I'm just, I'm tired. I️ don't want this anymore." Karkat felt himself grow emotional. He pressed his lips softly against dave's, his heart tearing.
" I️ love you so, so much. But I️ think this the end of our adventures... goodbye."
Dave pulled Karkat in for a passionate kiss, tears falling down his face. " please don't-."
"Dave, please. We can still talk, but I️ can't do this anymore. It's for the best. I️te gonna take a while until I'm ready for a relationship again. I'm sorry."
"... I️ understand. Just, please stay in touch okay?"
"Okay."
Karkat quietly got up, walking to Gamzee's house. He took his phone out, calling gamzee.
He explained everything, sobbing. As soon as he opens the door gamzee pulls him into a hug, his heart breaking as Karkat breaks down.

Karkat moved in with gamzee that night, leaving all of the horrible things from his past behind. Days passed, months passed, soon a year passed.
He got a job and helped gamzee around the house, he was quiet. Dave texted him everyday. One year with of text conversations for every single day he didn't see Karkat.  As much as he wanted to go back, he knew he couldn't handle it. He stopped himself from feeling. He made himself numb, only showing emotions to gamzee. What little emotions that were left. The only time Dave and Karkat talked was without voice nor faces, just words. Never to be spoken in person to each other. As sad as the end of that love truly was, it happened. He could never change that. It was the end for their adventures, but that does not mean that it was necessarily forgotten.

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