I'm Engaged With A Gangster [COMPLETED]

I'm Engaged With A Gangster

"For now, let me ride with you on ferries wheel, eat street foods along street, talk with you all day, or what else we can enjoy. I just want to be with you all day long, kiss you until we catch air, hold your hand until we fall asleep, I wanna grow old with you, wife. End of story."

- Levi Ezekiel Lee Zorchmann, the gangster.

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• PROLOGUE •

"Kapag naengage ka sa isang GANGSTER. Anong gagawin or mararamdaman mo?"

"Matutuwa syempre! Hot ng fiancé ko eh! Sooobrang gwapo pa at sweet!" The high school girl riding a jeepney answered while her eyes were twinkling like a bright star.

"Exciting! Lagi nya kong ipagtatanggol! Mararamdaman ko na rin kung paano maging prinsesa ng isang bad prince. . ." sagot pa ng isang preschool teacher habang may stage play na nagaganap sa likuran nya.

"*yawn* Matutulog na lang ako." inaantok naman sagot ng ladyguard sa Mall. Well, she doesn't care at all.

"Gangster?! I loathe them! Curse them to hell! Ang sweet sweet nila sa mga gangster stories sa wattpad! Na possessive sila kunwari sa iisang babae na sobrang mahal nila! But they're not! Mga manloloko! Mga manggagamit!" galit at umiiyak na sagot ng magandang babae na halatang kaka-shopping lang. Nilampaso nya pa ang kamera na kumukuha sakanya.

"Magpapakamatay na lang ako! Ayoko sa mga lalaking basagulero. Dadagdagan pa ang trabaho ko!" sagot ng isang petite na nurse tsaka nagmamadaling umalis.

Natapos na ang video but still wala pa rin akong idea kung ano nga ba ang pakiramdam kapag na-engage ka sa ganitong klaseng nilalang.

Bakit nga ba ako nagaakasaya ng oras sa panunuod ng ganitong klase ng video sa YouTube?

Ahh. . . kasi nakarelate ako sa purpose kung bakit ginawa ito ng kung sinumang uploader nito.

"Kapag naengage ka sa isang GANGSTER. Anong gagawin or mararamdaman mo?"

My answer for that?

I WILL CANCEL IT.

Simple as that.

Kung yung iba tinatanggap na lang?

Well, I'm DEFINITELY not. I don't want a life like a living hell.

Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi yun matuloy. I belong with someone already and that goes same with him.

I have my YAM.

He has FRANCEY.

We were in the same goal and it gave me hope.

But---

Just when my superb unluckiness stirkes, nagkamali ako ng paggawa ng desisyon dahil sa isa pang pagkakamali na nagawa ko sa mahal ko.

I hurt my love. . I hurt her. . . I hurt everyone.

It's when the things started to change and I learned to accept it. It's when all the revelations blasted into aches and abhorrence . . .

It's when I thought the moment wouldn't come for falling cursedly into him.

They say. . .

You can close your eyes from things you don't want to see but you can't close heart from things you don't want to feel. . .

Because when I fell inlove with him. . .

I just can't stop it.

Just like resisting myself from buying my favorites. Just like refraining myself from opening my umbrella when it's raining heavily.

I just did love him.

Even if. . . he's a wrong guy to be loved but a perfect guy. . . to be hated the most.

Because of a bloody and selfish contract made to keep an endless blows of avenge. . .

I was engaged not with Mr. Right, not with a Prince in a fairytale, not with a womanizer. . .

Not with someone you call 'nice and a man of every girl's dream.'

He's simply a 3D blonde haired gangster.

Yeah.

I'm engaged with a GANGSTER.

A Despot, Despicable and a Destroyer.

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written by: foreveryixingstan

COMPLETED STORY

*following chapters are unedited. Please be warned for the typos*

Started: March 06, 2014
Ended: March 18, 2016

Please refrain from copying anything from this book. It is considered as a crime.

P.S. All credits to Bad_GangsterGirl for the very awesome book cover!