Is This Reality

If We're All Made Just A Little Bit Broken Tell Me Who Is To Blame

I'm six months now. I've got a bit of a belly and my hair color is silver gray now. I got some more tattoos too. At first I was nervous to be a mother but the more I came along the more I fell in love with her. We found out it's a girl but we aren't sure what were gonna name her yet. I'm letting Pierce and Of Mice help me choose her name because those are the closest people to me and my family. I have another appointment today and Tony and Aaron want to go so I'm gonna let them. Alan goes of course because it is his child and Austin goes sometimes. He is seeing this girl now. I don't like her and I see right through her but she makes him happy and that's all I want for my best friend. I'm at the tattoo shop right now and Max is talking to my baby through my stomach and its so cute. He is the little brother I've never wanted sometimes. 

"Can I come with you to the appointment?" he begged and I didn't know about it because there are already three other people going not including me but I gave in when he made that puppy dog face that I always give in too.

"I guess. Come on because we got to get ready to go" I said as I packed all of my stuff up from my station and dragged it out with me to my car. He followed behind me and I got in the driver's side but he insisted on driving since it's so hard for me to drive now. WE met up with everyone at the hospital who was going and they all hugged me.

"Guys I'm so nervous even though it's just a check up" I said as we all walked inside. Tony and Aaron were hand in hand and I smiled as Alan put his arm around me and Max was on the other side of me. We went into the waiting room and waited for my name to be called. I want this baby to be good and healthy so I always try to do everything I'm supposed to that way she can be just fine. The doctor called my name and all of us stood up. Her eyes went wide as she saw everyone that was with me. usually they only let the father in but she didn't care who came in or how many. We got my weight and everything and then they sat me down and raised my shirt. They put some cold jelly on my stomach and moved the device around to check the baby. I heard it's heart beat and I squeezed Alan's hand.

"Oh well it looks like we have been missing something for quite sometime now" the doctor said enthusiastically. That made me nervous and she noticed because she reassured me that everything was fine. "Honey we just missed a big thing. You do not only have one baby, but you have two. You have twins and from my looks they are both girls, congratulations!" and everyone cheered in the room. I was so happy I kissed Alan. I blushed right after and looked him in the eyes. "Alan we're having twins" I said and he nodded as he hugged me. We left soon after and they all congratulated me and left. I went back to my apartment and changed into some sweats and a tank top and threw my glasses on. I sat on the couch and got on my laptop searching baby names. It was a good hour or so before Austin and his girl toy bust in fighting about god knows what. 

"Well don't fucking flirt with other guys and we wouldn't have this damn problem!" he shouted. When she yelled I wanted to punch her. 

"Well my fucking bad Mr. Control freak" she screamed back. I slammed my laptop shut and got in between them. 

"Both of you shut the fuck up. One on one side of the room one on the other.Now" I said and they listened. "Now why are you guys fighting. Don't scream at each other either. My baby's can here you" I said and explained i was having twins.

"Well I went through her phone and she was flirting with two or three different guys in her comments. Then she posted a picture with on of them" he spat.

"Okay for one you post pictures with her all the time and for two I was not flirting" she said and I rolled my eyes. 

"She is my best friend that's why" he said ans she rolled her eyes.

"Okay just don't flirt with anyone but him. If you guys are dating he is the only one who you should flirt with and Austin don't get so angry. I know you have a bad temper but try to keep it under control. You guys come in here and fight at least three times a week" I said ans they both looked guilty.