Recap:
"Jay I need to talk to you privately" lance says.
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Great. "I'll be right back" I say to matt and walk out of my room closing the door behind me. "Yes?" I ask in an irritated voice. "Why are you and matt together?!" He asks the tone in his voice getting loud "shh" I say quieting him down. "Because I can date who I want lance." I say and he walks away. We'll I wasn't expecting that. I walk back in my room and sit next to matt. "What'd he say?" He asks and I try to think of an excuse but nothing comes out. "He doesn't want us together huh?" He says and I calm down. "Yea..." I say and put my head in the crook of his neck. "Hayes was looking at you the whole time tonight. It made me pretty mad but I controlled it" he says and I laugh. Was he really looking at me? ugh I don't know what to feel right now. "Um matt I think I need some sleep" I say and he stands up. "Goodnight beautiful" he says and walks out. I grab my phone and have 7 texts. 6 from hayes and 1 from Nash.
From- hayezz
Jay can we talk?
I thought when we kissed the other day you liked me...
But I guess not
I'm done trying to get back with you
So now your ignoring me?
Go ahead and cut yourself. Go back to being depressed because I don't want to help you anymore, im so done with you. Have a nice life jaylinn.
From- nashtyyyyy
Wow you broke hayes' heart. You never deserved him you good for nothing whore. Go die.
I was now crying my eyes out. Why did getting with matt cause all this. I can't believe their telling me to die just because I've moved on. I just sat on my bed crying. I wish someone was here. I walk to matts room quietly and knock. He opens the door and once I lift up my head he pulls me into his arms. "Shh it's okay" he says and kisses my head. "You need some sleep okay?" He says and I nod. I go back to my room and try to sleep for about two hours but I can't. I text matt but he's asleep.
From- hayezz
Matt texted me saying he doesn't even really love you. And actually, no one loves you. No one wants you alive.
I start to cry even more. And I know what he's saying is true. I mean how could matt like a girl like me? I grab a piece of paper and a pen.
Dear everyone.....
I write the note. Short but says enough. I go to the bathroom and grab my pills. I open the bottle and pour them all into my hand. "No one loves you jaylinn just do it" I say to myself. As I am about to put them In my mouth. The door slams open and they get slapped out of my hand. "Matt why did you do that" I say in sobs. He sits by me and puts me in his lap cradling me. "Shhh, it's okay it's okay. I love you jay, I love you." He whispers these things in my ear over and over. "Come on" he says and picks me up. "Where?" I ask. "You're not leaving my sight. I don't want anything to happen to you." He says as we lay down on his bed. "Matt?" I say. "Hmm?" "Do you love me?" I ask. "Yes, I do" he says and turns to me. "Hayes told me that you texted him saying you didn't love me" I say and his eyes go wide. "You can look through my texts if you want" he says and I push his phone away. I believe him. "Is that why..?" I nod. "So this is my fault...." He says looking down and I make him look back at me. "No it was no where near your fault." I say and he nods, I slowly fall asleep.
*hayes pov*
From- Matthew
Just letting you know that jay just tried to kill herself because of what you texted her. How could you say I didn't love her? I'm done with your crap hayes.
As I read the message I was so confused? I hadn't texted jay in weeks. I think someone hacked my phone....
To- Matthew
Dude I haven't texted her at all. Someone's hacked my phone but I don't know who, I can't bealieve this happend please explain this to her....I'm sorry.
From- Matthew
She's asleep, I'll tell her in the morning. Sorry for freaking out on you bro.
To- Matthew
It's all good. Text me back asap after you tell her.
I can't believe this happend, I was the reason she almost killed herself. Well whoever hacked my phone was actually. I don't know what to do..I guess I'll sleep on it.
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