Exo & Lil Bit Of Suju Imagines [REQUEST CLOSED]

♪ Luhan ♪ It's Time To Go ♡

A/n: I'm sorry but I think this is not an imagine. I just used Luhan's name in this. It was a reality. It's what happening. I'm sorry but I've a bad mood since few hours I am sorry... I am not strong to face this alone. I am week. But I know, there's something good behind with us...

The day, I knew you were not mine. The day, I knew you were not meant to be mine. I should know that you're hers. You're her life. You are everything to her. If only I could turn back time. I wish I can prevent my heart from loving you.

Loving a teacher without knowing his status.. does it legal? And worst, when you knew.. he is someone's husband?

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You and your friends sitting at the cafe while having your lunch. You see Xi Seonsaengnim. Or his famous name is Luhan Seonsaengnim. He is a quite hot teacher and low class. How can he be hot and low class in the same time? You didn't even know.

Your friends notice that you're squealing and they knock your head.

"Ouch!!"

"What are you squealing at, (y/n)?"

You bit your lower lip. "There. Luhan Seonsaengnim. Can't he be more perfect?" You grin.

"You like him that much huh?"

You look at them. You grin. You look at him and follow his steps. Your friends just shake their heads and continue eating their lunch.

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"Do you know his status?" Your closest friend ask.

You look at her and shake your head, "I don't need to. I just like him. Not love." You cross your hands.

"Are you sure?" She ask.

"Yes, I'm really sure. Don't worry too much~" You laugh playfully.

She shrug and focus to her book. You look up when listen to his voice. Your heart melts every time you hear his voice. Even though not as loud as other man, but his soft voice making your heart shaking hard. You want to listen to his voice every day. For your entire life.

But wait. Doesn't it sounds far from like? Doesn't it sounds more to love?

It's not like you never heard him being with a woman but you just didn't see it by your own eyes. And it might be his colleagues only. Who knows? He's way too young to be someone's husband.

You look at him who is walking to his room. He has his own room since he is a counselor.

"(y/n), let's go to class or we'll be late!" She pulls you and force you to walk with her.

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-Loving from afar making me look pathetic. I don't even know what's your status and I don't even care. Because I thought, my feels for you are just like. And not more. But then I realize, I love you.-

"What's the differences between like and love?" You ask your friends.

They shrug and someone says, "go check on the Internet."

"Yeah, it will be easy."

You cross your arms and snort. Your friends give a suggestions and you feel like you want to do it. Oh well, since you can online during weekend and now it's weekend, why not?

Differences Between Like & Love.

-Like is when you like him because he can cheer you up. He can make you feel happy. You likes his personalities and such.
-Love is when you like him because of who is he. You can't find any answers for 'why do you love him' questions. And when you feel, you want to through your entire life with him. And the moment you miss him. Miss him so so much when you don't see him for quite while.

Screwed.

1) You can't find any answers for why you like-him-so-much.

2) You always want to through your entire life with him.

3) Miss him if you're not seeing him for quite a while.

So this is love? What a weird thing. Why is this happened anyway? You look at your friends and they're giving you a questioning look. You grin. They widen their eyes in shock.

"Seriously?!" They all say in unison.

You shrug. Now, the mission is, knows his status.

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One day, your Mathematics teacher is absent and he come to your class. Everyone greet him. Your heart shaking and won't slowdown. You try to be calm but then you failed. He come to your place.

"You're (y/n), right?" He ask.

You look up, "err uhh, ne."

"Great." He smiles and walk away.

You shrug and try to calm yourself down again. Your friend look at you and you didn't realize that everyone are actually looking at you. Your hottest teacher, Luhan, were asking your name! And he knows your name! Be jealous.

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In the evening, you walk to the nearest mall alone. You just want to release some tension of studying but all screwed up when you see a familiar figure. You run after it and you finally stop when you make an eye contact with him.

"Luhan seonsaengnim."

"(y/n)-ah."

You guys says in unions. The woman besides him looking at you guys, innocently. You heart start to beat fast. Not in a normal way. But then, you look at the woman.

"Hi, I'm Jessica. Luhan's wife."

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Even if I can turn back time, I'm not sure if I can prevent my heart from fonding over you or not. You're the first love in my life. God, what have I done?  I fell in love with a man with husband titles!

Your closest friends hug you and try to comfort you. No tears were forming from your eyes but you can feel your heart shattered. You can feel your whole world change. You can feel hoe much you were heartbroken.

"I feel guilt."

"Why?" One of them ask.

"Because he is someone's husband...?"

"Don't be ridiculous. You're not seducing her."

"But! I have something on him. I have.." You sniff, "I love him.."

Your friend look at you, "love came without we asking for, (y/n)-ah. You can't know what the exact time and place you'll fall in love."

You sigh, "I've to move on." You smiles slowly, "even though I know it's hard. But... at least I won't make my heart more suffers."

They look at you. You look at them. "Please guys.. please help me distract my attention from him."

They all nod. You are so grateful to have such a caring person in your life. Not only A but caring. You slowly drowning into the feels.

What have I done?

If only I can turn back time.

I don't wanna know him.

Because...

I won't ever have to suffer..

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