Exo & Lil Bit Of Suju Imagines [REQUEST CLOSED]

I Love You, My Idol.

Your Bias' P.O.V

I look at the letter and drop it on the table. I know what I did is wrong. I know everything is all wrong. But this is what I want. So this is a thing that I must received.

"We warned you, aren't we?" My manager hyung look at me.

"You didn't help me at all, hyung."

The manager hyung just laugh. A sarcastic laugh actually. I know he warned me to stop be in a relationship with anyone but I was stubborn. I was stubborn and still loving her. I love her. That's no one can deny.

"I helped you before by warning you. What did you do? You still go on with your relationship. I can't help it anymore."

"You're so over, hyung. Even seonsaeng-nim didn't say anything." I sigh heavily.

"Because he is not me. He didn't care. Just stop and break it off. Focus to your career." The hyung walk out from my room.

I take the letter and rip it. I scream out loud and lay my back to my bed roughly. I am a singer. This is what I want. But I also a boyfriend to a girl. And that also what I want. What I really want.

I look at my cellphone and the wallpaper make my heart shattered even more. It is a picture of me and her. Me and my sweetheart. I didn't even think to let her go but now, I have to make a choice.

To: My Jagiya.

-Baby, we need to talk. Meet me at the usual place this 3p.m. Ily.

And that's it. My heart drop.

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I can feel hands wrap around my waist and hot breath on my neck skin. I hold her hands and close my eyes.

"Does my boyfriend missing me?" She says making my heart beat even faster.

"I always missing you, baby.." I says softly.

"I know." She kiss my head and rest her head on my shoulder.

We remain silent and finally I broke the hug. I turn around to look at her face. Her eyes red showing that she's been holding her tears for long time. I wrap my right hand around her neck and pull her closer. Finally she's cry on my chest.

"Finally... they did it, didn't they?" She's stuttering.

Instead of answering her question, I hug her even tighter and kiss her head. She knows the answer. So why should I answer it?

"It's okay.. This is your dream. This celebrity world is what you want. I won't be the one that stopping you from continue your dreams. I love you. I always have." She says calmly when I broke the hug. She looks right into my eyes. "So.. this is the end?"

"I'm afraid.." I look back at her, "this is it."

"You don't want to ask me to wait for you, do you?" She ask with a sad smile.

I cup her cheeks and lean closer. I kiss her on the lips and she didn't hesitate to kiss me back. It is a passionate yet sweet kiss and it's a sign that this is the end between us.

I pulled back, "I don't want to ask for you to stay. I know you always love me and I know you'll always wait for me. I love you. I always had and I always have. I will forever love you. Just..." I lean and put my forehead against her, "if there's a better man come and ask you to be his wife, then you have to forget me." I emphasize the have.

Her tears fall one by one and she tiptoeing. She land her lips on mine and wrap her hands around my neck. My hands slowly move to her waist. She pull back.

"Goodbye, my idol. May you have a better career and I will love you." She smiles and continue, "forever." She whisper and it make me feel more sad.

I turn around and walk away. I can't bear to see her tears ever again. It'll make me want to embrace her don't wanna even let her go. I love her. I love my sweetheart.

After 2 Years.

Finally-Your-P.O.V

You stand there, with the crowded fans. You didn't even care about being push or even heard the screams. You're here, seeing your beloved idol as a fan is all anough. You couldn't ask for more.

You smiles when you finally see the famous group called EXO. Your eyes spot him. Your ex-boyfriend. You smiles and turn back around. You walk away from the crowded.

You stop and close your eyes.

'You're fine and healthy. I'm glad to see that. Seeing you as a fan is more than nothing. I love you till now, my beloved idol. I always have.'

-END-

A/n: Yeay angst! It's raining here and I'm crying for these past few hours. So yeah. Bear this.

My life is all about you.

Not.

My life's not always about you.

But having you here,

Loving you right here,

Remember about you right now,

Even as a fan,

It's all enough for me.

It's all enough than nothing.