Exo & Lil Bit Of Suju Imagines [REQUEST CLOSED]

I Love You

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You are scrolling your Facebook that night when you are not in a mood of talking to anyone. You cannot deny that you have arguing with your boyfriend for so many times that you are already fed up by those arguments. You stared at a picture of you and him with the whole class in high school, looking at a long haired woman with a bit darker skin than you. She was smiling while standing right beside him.

You try to search for her name after you hide your relationship status on your FB. You press the friend request and try to distract yourself by scrolling the feeds again.

You suddenly get a notification; she has accepted your friend request. You message her.

You; Hey, It's been a while!

Her; Hey! Yeahh. How are you?

You; I'm fine :) how are you?

Her; yeah fine. What are you up to now?

You; working y'know haha. Do you come back here often? I mean, we did reunion last month but i couldn't find any way to contact u and some of our friends too.

Her; yeah pretty often. I'm still on my last semester here. Gimme your number and I'll give you mine. We can contact on whatsapp later?

You; yeah sure. You press your phone number and your heart races so fast. Do you want anyone else's number? I mean, our classmates?

Her; sure. You can give em too :)

What am I doing? You ask yourself.

You; -------- mine. --------- Myunjung. -------- Nana. -------- suho.

He will kill you for sure for giving his number to anyone else.

And speaking of the devil.

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You answer it, "yeah, 'ello?"

"Can you explain to me what did you mean by your last text?"

You bite you lower lip before inhaling your breath deeply. "I'm sorry. What i feel right now is not a jealousy or insecurity. I feel like I'm somehow sad that you might be thinking about her, but a big part of my heart, doesn't even care anymore. I told you right? I'm just tired for this closed relationship we have. Sometimes, I wanna show you off, I wanna say I love you on media social, expressing my love for you openly. I don't know why I should make this a secret just because of one of your obsessive stupid uncle? We don't even do anything and he kept sending me a death threat? Every time we went out for a date, I don't feel safe anymore. I feel like somehow, someone is following us.

You can't blame me when I don't feel good around you anymore. I'd rather be at home than spending time with you outside. When we're outside, just both of us, I don't feel safe! I hate that feelings where my freedom is being taken away. I'm not falling out of love for you, Suho. I indeed still love you. And as i told you earlier too. It's hard for me to get you as my love one, it's harder to stay with you when you have that crazy uncle, but it's hardest for me to leave when I still love you!"

Without realising, your tears are running down your cheeks and he still silent when he heard your explanation.

"Su-"

"I'm on my way to your house. We can't just talk about this on the phone."

He ends the call and you know he is already on his way here.

What you say, are all true.

He has an obsess uncle, who don't even like you and trying his hardest to insult you, insult your family and even make a death threat just to keep you away from Suho. You even lodged a police report for your safety. He came and attacked you in public; resulting your public anxiety. You can't be at any places with so many people because that can get you out of breath and you hate all that feelings.

So, you and Suho got into a conclusion to just declared the end of our relationship to him. You have to closed your relationship to everyone, because his uncle has a spy among your friend; which resulting that you can't trust anyone anymore.

You are probably mentally exhausted that you thought you can just end this relationship and probably find someone better to take care of him.

And she is-

You hear the doorbell and you walk slowly to the door. You can see his red face when you open the door. He is not angry. He cried.

"So, tell me, you wanna end this?" He asks as soon as he sits on the couch.

"I don't know," you say, closing the door and sit in front of him.

"I'm sorry that you have endure everything, for these 5 years being with me, you have endure this shit that long." He says softly. "We should work this out until we can't find any other way to fix us anymore." You see a tear runs through his cheek and he quickly wipe it away.

"You know. I got in contact with Kim Minha. Maybe you can get to, you know, make it happen? I mean, if someone's gonna replace me, she's the best one? I mean, she liked you even before I knew you? Like, when? Urm, 4 years before I met you right? And even after we're together, she still liked you? Don't you think she is faithful as f?" You chuckle.

"What are you talking about?"

You can't help this tears from falling, "I mean, she can definitely makes you happy when I can't anymore. Give you and her a try. You know, like you gave us a chance?"

"Are you crazy? Do you realise what are you talking about?" He asks you with the strictest voice you have ever heard.

"Yes! I realised it! Why? I can't make you happy anymore! All I did was picking a fight, insult you, shout at you, be angry at you! Why would you still love me, Kim Suho!?" You are crying like crazy now that your breath is barely there for you to catch up.

He takes my hand and put them at his chest, close his eyes and take a deep breath before slowly open his eyes and look into mine.

"Look, I know you endured too much but whatever it is bout tonight, i want you to know that i love you more anything in this world. Because you guide me to know how a true love feels. I really love you. I won't give anyone else a chance even if I don't have you anymore because my heart is all yours. I love you, I love you so much that I never think of losing you. Please, please, let us work this out. Let us have a chance again. Let me love you and let your heart love me again. Please." He cries so hard and you are truthfully touched by his words.

You pull your hands back. He covers his face and you pull him into a warm embrace and let him cry on your shirt instead.

You know you still love him.

You went through shit just to get him now. You went through so many hatred and insults from his admirers just to make him yours. You went through so many heart ached for this 5 years relationship that you cherish most.

"How could I leave you when you're crying like a baby, Suho?" You cry too while caressing his hair, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please don't cry."

He's sniffing and finally wrap his arms around your waist while resting his head on your chest.

"Let's give us a second chance, okay?" You say softly.

He nod and look up to your face, "thank you! I love you." He kiss your cheek softly.

You smile, how can I feel like this when, "I love you too, Suho."