♪ Baekhyun ♪ Lonely ♡

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by Amayaachihaa

by Amayaachihaa

a/n: gahhh!! What's wrong with my woman's heart?! I want my normal life back!! I don't want any tears forming down again!! *yet playing Miracles In December, Lonely, Missing You etc sad songs* LOL.

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Baekhyun's P.O.V

I walk along this park. Without any direction. My hand still holding a paper. A paper that made my heart sorrowful. I sit on a bench near the swings and look at it blankly. I look at it and her words came into my mind.

"I love you, Baekhyun~"

It was my fault that she's gone. It was my fault. She has been way too patient when she's with me. I know that she's lonely. I know she can't stand staying all nights without me. I might be her boyfriend but the fact that I rarely called her, I rarely come back to our house maybe pissed her off. Leaving her alone all nights. Busy with my schedule. Standing with me for almost 4 years are the best thing she can do and I know she couldn't stand any longer.

I look at the letter she gave me. The lyrics and half of it are from her heart. I know this Lonely song can be the best way to described how much she feels lonely. I know how her feels but then, I can't help myself from crying. I still love her. I still want to be with her.

Baby, I don't wanna hurt you. But I gotta speak what's on my mind. Even if you're gonna hate me, I can't leave this behind. No, I know I'm not the person that you knew and I have to say those words are true. I'm stranger to myself. No longer knowing what to do..

Everything about you, makes me want to love you. I don't know.. what am I doing to you? Together we were free, but now when you're here with me... I don't know. I gotta find my way home.

Baby I'm sorry. When I'm with you I'm still lonely.. Every time I try to love, I'm getting fooled by my heart. Can your forgive me? Cuz I'm sorry. Here's the ending to our story. I am missing something even though you're right by my side. It's wrong but baby, I'm so lonely..

I wanna be the one who saves it but all I do is make it fall. There is no use in denying seems like I knew it all. I tried to treat yoy well, but why? Is the love I'm giving doomed to die? Every time I try to love, I am the one to say goodbye.

I love you, Baekhyun. But this loneliness.. I can't take it anymore. I know you can't promise me to focus only to me. Because I understand your work. But maybe, my heart won't help this relationship anymore. I can't take it anymore. Goodbye.

Yours, (y/n)

I wipe my face. I look up and my eyes catches a figure. A familiar figure that standing right in front of me. Just the distance separate us. She's smiling sadly. I get off the bench and we walk closer to each other. I stop but she's walking further. Until she stops right in front if me. Only few inches from me. Her hands wipe my tears away and she look right into my eyes.

Her hands then move to my waist. Pulling me closer to her. She rest her head on my chest. I can't help and hug her back. Tightly. I miss her. I miss her so much. I feel so lonely without her. Now, I can feel her loneliness that she felt. I rest my chin on her head. She's crying on my chest and I just let her tears down.

"I'm sorry, Baekhyun.. I was selfish. Forgive me.. How could I left you? Only because I felt lonely.. I never thought that I could be this selfish. I--"

I cut her words with a kiss on her lips. I can taste her tears that are still running through her cheeks. I kiss her innocently, to show how much I miss her. How much I was sorry for let her to be alone. Those 4 years letting her most of the times alone even though she has someone to be called as boyftiend.

I pulled back and wipe her tears with my thumbs. She hug me back and I smile.

"I'm sorry. I left you most of the times alone. I was so stupid to left you alone. I love you. Promise me you won't leave me again?" I say to her while kissing her head.

"I promise. I love you, Baekhyun. I love you so much." She says.

I nod and let the letter fall from my hand to the ground. It's means nothing from now. I got her back. And I promise to myself I won't let her hurt again.

-END-

a/n: I was about to do a sad ending but then I realize that yesterday's imagine was sad also so I do... a.. fluffy? cute? sad+cute? I don't know lol. Full creds to Impaofsweden for Lonely English Version. Original song: 2ne1. :p