Updated 6/6/17
Mother,Father...
I love you.
You take care of me
You do things for me.
You buy me things when i need it.
You treat me as if I'm your princess.
You make me feel good about myself,but..
at times...
You make me feel bad about myself.
You sometimes say that I'm perfect the way i am and to not listen to anyone but other times...
You tell me to go to the gym.
You tell me to lose weight.
You tell me to stop eating so much.
At times...i try to starve myself because of you.
Whenever I say that I'm not hungry,even if i am,you start shoving food in my face.
You tell me to eat,even if i don't want to.
It's funny, you guys force me to eat food even when I'm not hungry but you say I'm fat and i need to stop eating so much?
That makes no sense.
You guys make no sense.
Why do you have to be like this?
Why do you have to be so...opposite?
Pick a side.
Will you make me feel good about myself?
tell me I'm pretty,smart,perfect just the way i am?
Or will you make me feel bad about myself?
Tell me I'm ugly,fat,stupid.
I need to know.
I hate having to listen to both of those sides you pick.
And people wonder why I'm always bullying myself.
It's because of you Mother and Father
