Updated 6/10/17
Hello mother.
We need to talk
It's about your job opportunity.
I know it's a once in a lifetime thing and you want me to go with you but I'm not sure I want to.
If i go,I'll have to do online schooling.
If i go,I'll miss out on meeting new people.
Ever since I was 5,I've wanted to be in the Military and be on a real football team.
It's one of my biggest dreams.
If i go to the school that i want,I'll be able to do ROTC and I'll have a chance of being on their flag football team and play against other schools.
If i go with you,i won't be able to achieve my dream.
If i don't go,then you won't go.
This is your biggest dream and its a once in a lifetime thing.
If i go,my dreams will come crashing down.
If I stay,your dreams will come crashing down.
With either choice i make, one of us will be getting hurt.
I don't know which to choose.
I've always said that i wanted to travel around the world.
I've always said that i love to help people in need.
With your job opportunity, we can do it but like...my biggest dream will come crashing down.
I honestly don't know what to do mom.
If i go,it'll be free travelling for a few years and i can help people.
I honestly have no idea what to do.
I don't want to miss my chance of doing ROTC and being on a football team but I also don't want to pass up an opportunity of doing this.
I don't know which to choose.
I wish that there was an easier way to decide.
I hope that whatever choice I make is the right one.
All I know for now is that in the end,one of us will end up being hurt...
