Updated 6/23/17
Just one cut and it'll take away all my pain.
That didn't work
Just one more and that should do it.
That didn't work either.
Maybe two will do it.
That worked.
But how long will it hold off?
Does it really take away all that pain?
Or does it just create a barrier?
Do those barriers ever come crashing down?
Yes
But the more I do,the stronger the barrier.
The more I do,the more pain tolerance.
The more I do,the less pain I will have inside.
I mean like...its not like it hurts much anyways.
It takes away the pain.
The hurt
The guilt.
Everything.
Makes you feel better.
Its not like the scars will be visible forever.
They will soon fade away.
Then I'll be all better.
"Hopefully"
she said