Updated 6/13/17
Trust...
Something you don't have in me.
Trust...
Something parents are supposed to have in their children.
Trust...
Something i need you to have in me.
I'm growing up.
I'm not a little kid anymore.
I know how to take care of myself.
I just wish you saw that.
I wish that you would understand that I'm not going to be your little girl forever.
I wish that you would stop putting brother to stalk me everywhere just to make sure I'm not with any guys.
Mom,please get this through you're head,
I'm GAY.
G-A-Y
I won't be dating any guys.
Yes, I have many guy friends but they think of me as another one of the guys.
They don't see me in the way brother has put into your mind.
My friends aren't like that.
You need to trust me and know that i won't be doing anything stupid.
You need to know that I'm mature enough to know what and what not to do.
I understand that there are crazy people out there but i know how to defend myself.
I know how to defend others if necessary.
I need you to have trust in me.
If you don't have trust in me and always have some one with me going places, then how will i learn certain things such as independence.
I will be on my own in a few years so...why not start now?
Why not letting me learn now?
If you keep babying me and then the time comes to be on my own,how will I know what to do?
I won't.
You have to trust me and let me be on my own mom.
I understand that you want me to be your little girl forever but I cant.
It's time for me to grow up.
It's time for you to let go and let me learn to be on my own.
You need to have one thing in me.
That thing is...
Trust
