Updated 6/15/17
When i talk to you,I feel like I'm talking to myself.
You hear me but you arent listening.
You look at me but you arent seeing.
You touch me but you don't feel me.
There is a difference between those things.
I just wish that you would know that.
You say "Love you" but i wish you would say "I love you"
there is a difference.
You say "miss you" but don't say "I miss you"
There is a difference.
You say "need you" but don't say "I need you".
What do you need me for?
There is a difference between those things.
Sometimes when you say it,doesn't sound like you really mean it.
Did you mean it?
Did you mean all those words you said?
Did you mean all those notes and texts?
Did you mean all those "I love you's" and "I need you's"?
Did you mean any of it?
Was it even real?
Did I mean anything to you?
Was it fake?
Made up?
A dare?
Was I a...mistake?
Were we even real?
Did you do things behind my back?
What kind of secrets have you kept from me?
Will you continue to keep them?
Honestly...did you even love me in the first place like you said you did?
Did you mean anything that you said?
I may not know the truth now.
I may not in the future.
But one day...
One day i will find out.
I will also find out if all this time it was fake.
I will find out if all this time i was just...
Talking to myself...
