Updated 6/15/17
I feel like I'm encaged...
Trapped...
Suffocated...
Not able to be free.
I want to be freed from this hell.
I want to be free from this cage.
I'm tired of being trapped in these 4 walls.
These 4 walls are like a jail.
I feel as if I'm serving a life sentence.
No bail.
No chance of probation.
No chance of freedom whatsoever.
i cant get out of it.
I feel suffocated.
I can't breathe.
I need to leave.
But there is no way out.
I'm trapped like a dog on a leash.
An animal in the zoo.
Trapped with no chance of getting out.
One thing can take your mind off of it but it's too risky.
What is that one thing though?
Happiness.
With every ounce of happiness comes a pint of pain.
You may be happy for a bit but something always comes and tears it away from you and replaces it with pain and you just have no other choice but to stay there and suffer.
You can't help it.
No where else to go so you just stay there suffering.
You have to fight through it.
Sometimes you loose but you can't let it take over.
If you let it take over,it'll tear you apart.
You start to have thoughts.
You start to have feelings.
Most of which aren't very good.
They are almost, harmful,maybe even...fatal?
Do those terrible feelings become fatal at some point?
yes, they do.
If you let it take over you completly, those bad things can become very fatal.
You may start to have suicidal thoughts, actions,etc.
Things will start to happen.
Terrible things you have never thought of before will come to mind.
So many things will change.
As long as you protect yourself,it won't happen.
You'll be alright.
