She Will Be The Death Of Me

Chapter 40 Lydia

I sat there holding Kendra's head in my lap. Why did she say anything? Her face was pale and blood was gushing out of her chest at a fast pace.

"Please Ken. Don't leave me." I begged as I rubbed my hands against her cheeks.

"Stay. Strong. Think. Of. The. Pack. And. Nyx. Our. Family." She said. I knew it was hurting her to talk.

"I can't lose you Ken." I said. I was broken. I could literally feel my heart breaking into a million pieces. Nit only was I feeling my own pain but I was feeling her pain as well. It was unbearable. The pain I feel can't be put into words. Nyx was now crying as well and I wanted all of this to stop. The people I cared most about were both hurting.

"Please Ken. We still have to get married. Have more kids. Grow old together. You can't leave me. You can't leave us. Please." I begged.

"You can do it. Promise me." She said and then she started coughing. I couldn't help the tears that were streaming down my face as I watched as she tried to speak even though she was in pain. "Promise. Me. You'll. Stay. Strong.  I. Love. Y-yo-," she started to say but her eyes started to close. Panick flooded through out my whole body.
"No Kendra! You can't leave me! You can't!" I yelled but I knew there was no point. "Kendra don't you dare leave me! Don't you dare damn you!" I yelled as I lowered.my head to hers. "Don't you dare leave me." I said quietly. I felt this sharp pain in my chest and instantly I knew it was the mate bond breaking. I screamed out in pain as this pain hurt worse than before. I felt like I was being stabbed in the chest and someone was slowly turning it. It was painful. I fell over to.my side clutching my chest. Soon darkness fell over me.

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I woke up in a hospital room and instantly I was met by Paige. I was expecting Kendra but then I remember what happened. Kendra had gotten shot in the chest during the vampire attack. Then I remember me blacking out from all the pain I had endured. I sat up and cried into my hands. She rubbed my back soothingly as I cried.

"Lydia. Nyx misses you. You have to be strong for her okay." She said and then my head shot up.

"Where's is she." I asked quickly.

"Mason is picking her up from school. She'll be here when she gets home. She always comes to check on you after school." She said.

"School? How long have I been out?" I asked.

"A year and a half. She's grown really fast. She's really smart too. All A's in school. She never gets in trouble. She's a good kid." Paige said. I can't believe I've been out that long. I've missed so much. So.much that I could.never make up for no matter how much I tried.

"Lydia. There's something you should know about her." Paige started to say bit she was interrupted but the door being pushed opened. There stood Nyx. She looking like she was six or maybe seven but I knew better.

"Mum!" She yelled as she ran to me.

"Nyx don't!" Paige yelled but Nyx had already jumped in my arms. I didn't see what the deal was.

"What the?" Paige said. I looked at her confused but then Nyx spoke.

"Your the first person I've been able to touch since mom passed away." She spoke. She sounded more mature than what her actual age is. "I missed you mummy." She said and then she started crying into my shoulder. I hugged her close to me as I comforted her in my arms. She still looked the same as she did when she was a baby. Only her hair was longer. It was still white but it only made her even more beautiful. She reminded me of Kendra. She sounded like her most of all.

"Stop crying now sweet heart. I'm here now. You have me. I'll be here." I said. I wanted to put up a strong example for her. I wanted her to be strong. Even if I didn't have Ken with me. I had to stay strong for her. I had to stay strong for my pack. I will keep my promise to Kendra. I will be the leader I was born to be. I will do everything s that Ken didn't die just for anything. I'll make it worth something. I promise.... I knew something was right though. Kendra always told me... I would be the death of her...

Well that's the end. I hope everyone enjoyed it. I enjoyed writing it and having all my loyal readers read it. I wanted to say a special thanks to those who encourage me to keep writing. You know who you are. I don't think there will be a sequel to this book but if there are some things that you want continued then message me and let me know. From then on depending on how many people want me to make another one I'll decide. But as of right now, I'm not planning on making another one. In case some of you don't know I do have other books. Some that I am working on still and I think I'm going to be focusing on those foe the time being. Thanks for all the support once again. See ya.