She Will Be The Death Of Me

Chapter 21 Lydia

Kendra just walked out the room and I could already feel her emotions. I knew she didn't want to leave me. I knew it was killing her.

The doctor still had his hands on my belly and he looked deep in concentration. I wanted him to hurry up. I wanted to know what was wrong. I really did. I felt a sense of freedom and I knew it was Ken's feelings. It calmed me a bit but I also knew she was still scared. A few minutes passed and the doctor jumped back.

I looked at him scared as he never took his eyes off my belly.

"W-what's wrong?" I asked.

"Y-your pregnant. But there, there's so much power. I never felt anything like that before." He said as he crawled back to me and placed his hands on my stomach once more. I was pregnant. Everything was fine.

"Luna, I know this might upset you, but I don't know if you'll survive when it's time to give birth. I've never felt a baby give off so much power." He said as he looked me in the eyes.

That's when my heart broke.

I might not survive.

I would never get to live my life with my family. Never get to grow old with Kendra. Never get to see my baby happy. Never get to see them grow up. And have friends. Never get to see them find their mate. Never get to see my grandchildren. Never.

I sat down on the bed and began to cry. I put my head in my hands and I started sobbing. Not long after Kendra ran in the room.

"Lydia baby what's wrong. Tell me please." She said. I couldn't speak. All that came out were sobs. I move my hands from my face but didn't look up. I knew what I was about to tell her would make her happy and upset. I slowly looked up and saw tears rolling down her face.

"H-he said i-I'm pregnant." I said and her face brightened up.

"Oh my god baby! That's good news. Why are you crying?" She asked as she brought me in for a hug.

"He said that our baby gives off more power than he has ever felt before." I started saying.

"Well that's good! We have a strong healthy baby! That's all I could ever ask for." She said. I shook my head and continued.

"He said that he doesn't know if I'll survive giving birth to our baby." I said and her face dropped.

"What? No. You have to. You have to live. You. You can't leave me! You can't leave me Lydia. Please don't leave me. I can't live without you." She said as tears where rolling down her face. It broke my heart.

"I don't think we have a choice and I'm not getting rid of our baby. I'm sorry Kendra." I said as I hugged her tightly.

She held me tightly as well and continued to sob.

"Promise me. If I die you have to.stay strong for our baby." I said as I made her look at me.

"Lydia I-I c-"

"No Kendra. You have to. For me please." I cut her off.

"Okay I will." She said in defeat.

"Promise me." I repeated.

"I promise." She said.

"Okay now come on. We still have now together. Lets not think about the future. Not now okay. We can just tell the guys I'm pregnant. There's no need to upset them. For now we can be happy we have a baby. We can start picking out baby names and clothes and enjoying being together." I said and she nodded.

I slid off the bed and grabbed her hand. I knew I had to be strong for Kendra. When she wasn't reading that book I was. I know what losing a mate could do to a person. It wasn't good. I gave her.a smile which she returned. As soon as we walked out the guys shot up. I didn't know what was happening. All I could see was Kendra quickly step in front of me and growl at the guys. They immediately stopped in their tracks and looked at her shocked.

"Ahh I see her posessiveness has already increased." The doctor said as he walked up to us. Kendra was still growling. I placed my hands on her back to clam her down and she did a bit but she still never moved out from in front of me.

"Why is she acting like this?" Mason asked.

"Lets just say I'm not the only one she is protecting anymore." I said and I watched as all the guys faces lit up in realization.

"Your kidding! Your pregnant!" Nick yelled. I smiled and nodded. Instead of hugging me he pulled Kendra to them and they all hugged her.

"Congratulations!" They all yelled. I saw as Kendra relaxed and she began smiling from ear to ear with happiness.

"Thanks guys." She said.

"Damn looks like she really got you tied down now huh?" Trevor said which caused me to glared at him.

"I'm kidding Lyd. I'm kidding." He said with his hands up.

"Yeah don't upset my mate or your going to be dealing with me." Kendra said as she came back to me and pulled me in a hug.

"Also Luna. Sorry to tell you this but you can't shift while your pregnant otherwise you'll hurt your pup." The doctor said.

"What? I can't shift!" I basically screamed.

"I'm afraid not. The pup is in already growing in human form so shifting will confuse the poor pup and kill it when it tries to shift into wolf along with your wolf. You know how terrible shifting is. A pup could never endure that much pain. So it's best that you stay human. I've also scheduled you for another check up a month from now. With your pups strength I don't know when they'll be born so it's best to come back. By then I'll be able to give you and estimated time." He said and I nodded. Now I couldn't shift great.

"Well Alpha. I would like to talk to you. May we have a word?" He asked Kendra and she looked a bit unsure.

"Okay let's go to my office." She said as they walked away.

"Congrats Lydia." All the guys said.

"Thanks." I replied as I placed my hands on my belly. "This is all too crazy. I thought I'd never have a baby with whom ever I ended up with but now look at me. I get what I always wanted." I said smiling. Maybe this wasn't such a bad thing. No matter what happened I would be happy.