Dear Diary - Secret found

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~Lacey's POV~ (The bully.)

I walked down the hallway, looking for Felix. As far as I knew, he was going to the Principal's office but he never came back to class. Maybe he skipped? I don't know. But our teacher Mr. Morrison sent me to look for him, so here I am.

Thinking where could he be, the gym came to my mind. He'd always go there when skipping classes to avoid meeting any teacher on the hallways.

I pushed the door open but he wasn't there. "Maybe hiding?" Entering the room, I inspected the corners for any sign that Felix was here but I found none, so I decided to check his hideouts. My eyes land on the set of stairs.

"S-Stop! H-Hel..p m-me! S-Some-body!"

Sighing, I move to the set and look inside it. I didn't find Felix but a bag. Maybe his? No.. His is a dark red but this one is practically a dirty blue. I opened it, looking for books to see whose was it, but I only found a sketch book filled with draws and assignments, but there was no name.

I stepped back to get better view but I stepped onto something. I looked down and found a black notebook with white marks and a strange looking, armless doll. It was white, short and had chubby legs. It's face was one of those memes.. Poker face I believe, and it only had a simple string of hair on it's head.

With curiosity, I open the book, sit down and begin reading.

3rd, September. 2013

Finally bought a new diary!

Anyway, today school starts, which I'm glad. I now have an excuse to escape this hole hell house. No more rapes at broad day light! Yay~!

I arched a brow. Who the fuck..?

4th, September 2013

Second day of school and am already bullied.. It's the same old bully, Lacey and her gang. Why does she keep bullying me? I'm hurting enough at home with all the abuse..

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To my surprise dad wasn't here today. I can do my homework peacefully then.. Neat!

6th. September 2013

My body hurts.. The day before yesterday dad got home really late. He hit me because I didn't have dinner ready for him. I tried to fight back but he beat me. Then, he raped me. Yesterday he beat me some more until I stopped screaming in pain.. My body was so numb, and to see me suffering even more he raped me.. He inserted a lot of dirty toys inside me..

Once I'm capable of standing, I'll make sure to throw them away..

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I don't want night to come ... He said he wanted to play some games ...

Why me..?

My vision went too blurry to keep reading.

I bullied a boy.. That was being raped in his own house...?

I throw the diary away, sliding down the wall to sit on the cold floor. I quietly begin to sob, so I brought my legs up to my chest to muffle my sounds. I cried for a while and when I calmed down, I picked the journal again. I continued reading, biting my lip to stop myself from crying more, yet, it didn't stop my eyes at all.

I got to one certain date that made my curiosity burn.

4th of February. 2014

Dear Diary

Today was such a long day at school. But I'm happy. You know I usually hate people around me, I really do, but there's this new guy that is really cute that turned into my classmate in biology. His name is Felix and comes from Sweden. He's around my age. And just like me, he loves video games.

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