Diary of a homo | PewdieCry

Dear Diary - Don't give up yet, Cry

~Fenn's POV~

I stared at the pale body, letting the tears slide down my cheeks. "Oh Cry.." I mumbled and took hold of his cold hand. I blowed hot breath so his fingers would warm up, but whenever I did so, his hand would twitch and jerk away.

I stood and walked to a cabinet, where Hunter kept the blankets and electric blankets. I took a DBz one and walked back to Cry. Carefully, I unfold it and place it over Cry. He sighs in content and slowly turns as his body curls into a ball. I brushed his brown locks and smiled weakly.

"I'm sorry, Cry.. It was all my fault.."

Cry took deep breaths, trembled and then relaxed. Lizzy told me that Cry would constantly twitch in his sleep, because of the fractured bones, that it shouldn't worry me, cause that means he's healing and still alive.

"If only I went to look for you earlier.." I sighed and kissed his temple. His head slightly lifted to my touch and then rested on the soft, white pillow.

I turned and walked out the room. Alex stands and walks inside without saying a word.

We all agreed to visit Cry just one at a time..

I stuck my hands into my pockets and walk to the stairs, not really caring where I was going. "Danny, that's not-" I heard Blue say tiredly. I looked for them and found the two girls talking in the middle of the stairs. Danny had a bag over he shoulder and Blue seemed to want to stop her "It doesn't matter" Danny said and walked away.

Blue stomped her feet and turned "What happened?" I asked. She shook her head and walked upstairs. I shrugged my shoulders and decided to go get something to eat.

While I opened the fridge, Hunter, Lizzy and Lacey ran downstairs. I dropped the sandwich I wanted to take out and followed them quickly. "Quick!" I heard Alex yell. "What's happening?!" Lizzy yelled. My jaw dropped when I saw Alex bathed in blood.

"He's throwing up blood!!"

"Lacey, Hunter, come with me. Alex and Fenn, bring me aid kits, sutures and a box filled with syringes that contain a blue liquid. Now!"

I nodded and we both ran out of the building. Blue asked what was happening and when we told her she ran to the room to assist the girls.

~Felix's POV~

Bryan kicked the door open and gave me a knife and Lacey's bag "Don't hesitate" He said and walked back to the car "I'll pick up up at 6. Grab Ryan's belongings and take picture of the place. I want you to record everything" I nodded and ran inside.

Seconds later, I heard the hammer speeding down the street.

I stared at a horrible, destroyed room. The couches had metal stuck on it's arms, it was dirty with puke marks and something else I'm sure they weren't milk.

I took my phone out and began recording. "This is Ryan's living.. A sole couch in deplorable conditions just like the rest of the room. Broken glass there, ashes, beer cans, used condoms, cigarettes, empty bottles, trash and dried blood"

I wiped my eyes and hit pause.

My feet guided me to the kitchen. Blood spots on the counter, broken glasses, empty beer cans and empty bottles, dry puke, cum here and there, condoms, cigarettes, bindings, a broken broom, an old kitchen knife and dirty sex toys.

I recorded it, pointing at everything.

After doing this around the entire house, I slid my phone into my pocket and opened Ryan's room. I opened Lacey's bag and looked for Ryan's belongings. Comics, video game cases, theatre scripts, and old clothes that were pilled up inside the closet.

I walked out his room and went outside the house. I sat cross legged near the street and waited for Bryan and the girls. I heard speeding wheels so I looked around and saw the black hammer dangerously speeding towards me.

My eyes widened as I saw that Bryan wasn't even try to stop the car, so I moved out the way and saw it stop in front of the house. Literally.

"Jump in!" Bryan says. I stood and ran to the back seat. Lacey waved, Liebe stared and Bryan simply didn't look at me.

"Is something wrong?"

"No, everything's fine" Lacey shrugged. I nodded and jumped inside. When I closed the door a sudden scream scared the crap out of me.

"GET ME OUT!!!"

"Jävla helvete!" I screamed and threw myself at Lacey. She laughed at me, rubbing my back and then Bryan started the engine "Who the fuck was that?!"

"Just a bastard, ignore him" I nodded. "What do you have?" Bryan asked.

"Videos and photos."

"Did you bring anything else?"

"No, ony that.. I was too disgusted to bring anything else."

Bryan nodded and kept driving, playing music and turningnthe volume up so no one would hear the bastard's screams. Which reminds me..

"How did you catch him?" I asked.

"Liebe helped us track him down." Bryan expplained, "He was drunk with this whore so it was easy catching him. When he rralised what was happening and begun freaking out was that I had to tie him down and put him in the trunk.

"That's unhuman.."

"He's not human."