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Dear Diary (27th May 2014)

27th of May, 2014

Dear Diary

Today, Felix and I told everyone in the morning about us leaving to England. At first they all seemed shocked but agreed after Felix said we'd visit them every three months. Red, Fenn's and Hunter's baby, seemed to understand because she then begun crying. (We named her Red because of her read hair.)

Hunter and I calmed her down by telling her I'd buy her lots of things like princesses and princes, lots of candy and many toys.

After telling them about moving, Felix said he needed to talk with me, so we went to his room, or the basement to be exact. You see, we never did talk about this whole situation, so we started discussing everything.

1.- Home.

It was already being looked for. He said he saw pictures and it looked nice. He showed them to me and he was right. It was a beautiful place nearby the London Eye. The house was white and had a Victorian style. The neighbourhood was protected by black fences, and had a garage for two cars each house.

Felix said he was just going to pay it if I liked it. So our home is checked.

2.- Furniture.

He said that we should buy our things when we get there. That we'd sleep in a hotel when we arrive since there's nothing inside our house and then go to buy our furniture. I asked him how we'd do everything and he said he had people that was going to help over there, meaning, we could stay buying more things while they go to our house, build most of the furniture and come back to help us with the rest.

3.- Jobs.

I'll quote what he said.

"I won't let you work. I'll be the one to do so, so don't worry about money. My job will provide us just fine."

So, I guess I won't work? I honestly don't like that idea. I want to be able to help him with debts and all, but he won't let me.

I think I'll part time job somewhere, not sure.

So, half check this one?

4.- Studies.

We both are willing to study. I'll attend to any college near our home or his work. (He still won't tell me where or what he'll work on!) Felix'll study by distance, only going to college when presenting exams and so. He'll send his assignments by mail.

I wanted to apply to Oxford, but I'd need to have diplomas and a good notes reports. So, I'm dropping that dream of studying on Oxford. I'll go somewhere as good but not as expensive. I don't want Felix to break his back working to pay my studies.

Check this one.

5.- Various.

Felix said we could do a trip monthly to chill, we could go shopping, we could go a road and we could visit our friends here in America. I accepted, because I want to visit my family here.

Talking about family! Bryan gave me a call last night. He said that dad was now on prison by many charges we didn't have knowledge of and that the police cleaned his historical thanks for his help. It appears I wasn't the only one being raped by my dad. Many other children had being roughly raped and abused. There was several women too that had been beaten up by him.

I'm planning to pay dad a visit and tell him I forgive him for everything he's done for me. Maybe, before Felix and I leave to the airport.

Also. Felix said we could buy a car! Which is awesome because I've always wanted to drive some nice car with loud music. Typical teen dream, but whatever.

That's all that comes to Felix and I. Now about our friends. It seems that Danny and Blue are planning on moving to this big house a friend of her posses. And they're not the only ones moving in to the house, there are many other people, including Alex. They invited him to live with them which is good since he was afraid of being alone. Vulx is tagging along too.

Liebe and Lizzy finally told everyone they're a couple! I'm happy and weirded out. Happy for Lizzy and weirded out by Liebe because she doesn't seem to be loving. She's just as mean with Lizzy but she does express her love with actions.

Remember how she despised me? I had a talk with her. Felix and I are a couple, so it's not good for family to hate each other, it's not right. Even tho my father was an ass, I always loved him. He's still my father. A monster, but my father. Liebe kinda threatened me, but I know she's just worried about her brother's happiness.

Fenn, Hunter, and little Red will move to L.A, as it looks the better place to raise their daughter. Sunny and green. They'll have a tree house so Red can have her tea parties up there and listen to her own music when growing up.

That's all for today, I guess.

So, bye.

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