Still Spring Break!!

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"COUNTRY GIRL SHAKE IT FOR ME GIRL SHAKE IT FOR ME GIRL SHAKE IT FOR ME!" I sang happily on my swing 2 days into spring break. I was at Cassie's all day yesterday. And the day before. I'm finally home, not that I don't love being with her, but. Swing. Lol. Now that I'm here let me think. I said something the other day. To myself of course. Did I say I 'love' Justin? I know he has a girlfriend, he broke my heart, he left me, and we haven't even been near each other for years. How could I even think its possible? I can't possibly still love him. Plus I'd never do that to him and Sel BC Jelena is life. Like can they just get married and have little Jelena babies? Anyway. Do I though? Do I still have feelings for Justin? Ugh! Why is life so difficult!? Okay pros. Justin is really cute, we had something good, he was a great friend, we've known each other forever, he's amazing, funny, kind hearted, just an all around good person, and he's crazy fun to hang with. Cons. He's with Sel, he left me, I was sad for years, I didn't want new friends, he made me forget everyone. Even Abby. An old friend of ours. I wonder what happened to her? Ugh he a struggle. As of now. Justin . Is. The. Struggle.

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