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Chapter 16

"Mom what the hell do you mean I'm staying, I'm not even old enough to live by myself I'm only 17."
I said with anger.

"You're almost 18 you're going to be in a couple weeks."

"Okay but how long are you going to be gone." I said.

"I don't know I don't think I wanna come back." My mom said sad.

"Why are you doing this?" I said angry.

"I don't want to be here okay." My mom said crying.

"I can go with you."

"No I want you to stay here."

The doorbell rings and my mom opens the door.
A man walks in.

"You ready to go." The man says.

"Who is he mom." I said.

"He's my ride and my boyfriend." My mom said while she grabbed the suitcase.

"How long have you been dating."

"A couple weeks."

"A couple weeks?! And you're leaving with him." I said angry.

"He makes me happy I'm not going to be here with you all lonely sad and drunk." My mom said.

"Mom are you serious? We can be happy." I said starting to cry.

"No I'm not happy with you I know you're my daughter but I hate being here."

"Mom please don't go." I said as I grabbed her hand.

She yanked my hand off and she walked out with her boyfriend. The man put her suitcases in the trunk and I ran to the car hitting the window as she got inside.

"Mom please come outside, please stay." I said as I was hitting the window.

The man pushed me off.

"Hey fuck off already." The man said.

"That's my fucking mom move." I pushed him away and I went to the car.
"Mom please stay I love you."

"Hey I said fuck off." The man pushed me again I hit his chest repeatedly and then he slapped me in the face.

I held my cheek and started crying. My mom was crying and she rolled down the window.

"Get in the fucking car already." My mom said as she was crying and yelling at her boyfriend.

The man got in the car and drove off. "Fuck You bitch I fucking hate you!." I yelled down the street.

I ran inside the house and i started smashing everything in the living room and I took a picture of her and I ripped it up. Hannah came downstairs.

"Mia." Hannah said as she walked in the living room.

I looked at her and I started crying and I dropped on the floor. Hannah kneeled next to me and she hugged me trying to calm me down.

Hours passed by and Hannah went to go get pizza so I waited at home sitting on the couch. I grabbed my cellphone and I called my mom, she kept declining my calls I left her a message.

"Mom stop declining my calls and please talk to me." I said as I started to tear up. I hung up the phone and I called my dad I was left at voice mail.

"Hey Dad I know I should've called you but I thought you didn't want to talk to me. But mom left." My voice started to get shaky. "And I don't know who to talk to she's not answering my phone calls. Mom left with a man and he hit me before they left she never gave me an explanation on why she left or why she's leaving. Dad please call me back because I don't know what to fucking do anymore and I feel like this is all my fault she just left and please Dad I need you."  The phone beeped and I hung up the phone I started to cry and I was thinking a lot to myself.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of water. Then I went upstairs to the bathroom and I put the glass down on the edge of the sink I looked at myself in the mirror and I took a deep breath. I opened the medicine cabinet and I took a bottle of pills out.

I opened the cap and I looked inside the bottle of pills there was a good amount for me to overdose. I put them all in my hand at once and I put it in my mouth I took the water and I drank it. The pills hurt my throat a little but I swallowed it all. I put the glass of water back on the sink. A few minutes later I started to feel dizzy then everything went blurry then I fainted.

Hannah's p.o.v
I grabbed the pizza and I got to Mia's house I had the keys to her house because I used her moms car since she left it. I opened the door and I called Mia's name a couple times but there wasn't an answer. I walked in the kitchen she wasn't there I went into the living room she wasn't there. I walked upstairs to her room and she wasn't there I looked in her parents room and she wasn't there.

"Mia! Pizzas here." Again no answer as I called out.

I looked around and the bathroom door was slightly open and I saw the light shining through the crack.

"Mia?" I said as I opened the door slowly.

I opened the door completely and I saw Mia lying there on the floor with a bottle of pills next to her the bottle of pills were empty.

"Oh my god Mia?!." I said as I kneeled next to her.

"Mia wake up." I said starting to tear up.

I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and I dialed 911.

"Hello please send an ambulance here please hurry my friend took a bottle of pills and I don't know but I think she overdosed please send and ambulance quick." 

I hung up the phone and I started to shake Mia but nothing happened.