infinity kiss

twenty seconds of life

20

I open my eyes to a world so new and here's to just me and the sky that's so blue.

19

I feel my eyes begin to water but do not fear for it is not because of my father.
And do not fear because I'm merely just a toddler.

18

My smile is all bright and cheery for here I go on the adventure but still I keep weary. I've yet to meet you my dear, really I have no fear, but the kids in the playground seem to keep far not near.

17

I've grown in height but not with my might. I've seen so many girls with those bodies while I'm left with my curls. I run and run like one of the boys, soon enough they all use me like I'm some of their toys.

16

I can't breathe when I run now and my mind is like a gun, pow, and my stomach is turning like a tipped cow...
I think I might just pass out-

15

They've pushed me past my limit and I don't understand their gimmicks they know that I will no longer finish... because all that's left of me is my pen and paper and my voice that's lost its power.....

14

I step into the sound of rushing kids, don't they know I can't get out and now I've discovered a new land of hits, I guess it's something that's normal for an age and their wits.

13

That first year I saw you I didn't know what to do, because all I could do was sew my mouth shut in two. So my dear I haven't met you, just saw that bit or few.

12

You're eyes are like galaxies and are things I get lost in easily. Have you noticed me? 'Cause I'm trapped in other people's heads so teasingly but I can't seem to get you out of mine pleasingly.

11

I'm not ever going to be heard because I'm not as beautiful as the other birds. I'm not like those tweeting few that all look the same when they're with you.
And no one's notice the change in my heart and how I feel as if I'll fall apart.

10

My final few and I've finally met you in the way that I wanted to. And there's something I want to tell you.. I think I've fallen..

9

The next few days are like being pinned against the wall by staples because now I'm worried that I'll never compare to the other people.

8

Don't be gone when I come back from my stay at the place I thought was okay to get away. I don't want to lose the one whose given me life as of late.

7

Maybe this is what it feels like and maybe one day we will have a little tike just like you said on that one night. A kiss is so nice when your lips don't leave in sight.

6

My eyes are watery and more suicidal than ever now. Anxiety go ahead and take a bow and my morality will shiver while being plowed.

5

I can't seem to find my reality in the world full of insanity because no one actually knows who I am through the vanity.

4

I'm watching you go and I can't believe I've lost what was mine months ago.

3

I can't feel...

2

I can't breathe....

1

I... love... you...

0

I've gone to some place new, but this time I will never be able to meet you.

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Something probably dumb and different. I think I will do this again but keep redoing it. I guess you could all this a draft but idk.

Thanks for your support guys.. it means a lot with this kind of stuff. <33333