infinity kiss

easy

am i easy?

i'm starting to feel queasy.

that time when i dated those people just to find love.

and if they said it, we'd split and they'd push me, because they're "tough."

dear me...

you'll finally hear me.

to the one that said he loved me, then cheated during the game.

we all know you did it for some school fame.

to the three that wanted me because I was your online friend.

we all know you liked saying it in your video games till the end.

to the one that said I hurt him, when I was afraid you'd cruise out.

we all know you wanted to say you got with me just to cause trouble with your loud mouth.

to the one who gave me the feeling the thought that anyone has a shot.

we all know you turned out writing songs about me a lot.

to the guy that I never dated but always wanted a hug.

we all know you just wanted to squeeze my butt... well that was a tug.

to the one that I've known since the beginning and said that I was beautiful.

we all know you just liked winning and didn't think I was worth full.

to the one I never dated, but played with my feelings.

we all know you just didn't have any earnings.

to the one who said he was so in love with me when we barely talked.

we all know you just wanted to kiss me in the 3rd day to say you did after being mocked.

to add on to you, your friends are still pissed about it.

only I know how much the one who's best friends with the blue-eyed pokes and jabs about it.

but would you call me easy?

maybe not.

what about if I said that I forgave most of them?

forgave the one with the mouth full of trouble that talked about every guy, who used to be my best friend.

forgave the one who then dated my best friend and hurt her.

forgave the one who fell into depression and I was the only one who cared.

forgave the one who said he was in love with me, but then talked about me like I didn't care.

but now to the one, because the rhyming is all done, that I've found love with.

please don't be like the others.. just hold me closely.

I can't deal with being easy.

because I never found my strength.

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Gave up half way, but this is a bit personal. And it's kind of a rant kinda not. Please don't ask me anything further about this.