I can't see what's right in front of me.
you've blinded me, you've held me close to keep away, you've taken my eyes and put them on you.
it's not good this time. this time I'm afraid to never have my attention on you, but I'm afraid to give all my attention to you.
I'm blind. every action to discuss someone's mood makes my mind feel all blurry and fuzzy, so careless. the only one that matters it seems anymore is you.
why... I love you, but goddammit you're all I see... but I want to see more. you're all I think, but I used to think more.
I can barely make that effort to let go from locking eyes with yours to locking eyes with who also is important.
I'm drowning and I'm blind and I can barely move my feet. effort is blinding. your love is blinding. I feel alone.
I'm blind.
it's always me it seems... all about me, you say.
fuck you for telling me to finally work on myself.
fuck me for making it all about myself.
and fuck everyone for the lack of support all around for each person that whines about them self.
fuck being blind.
YOU ARE READING
infinity kiss
Poesiaan angel kisses me the way I kiss the devil.. and you are both ♡♡♡♡ I didn't want any of it to stop. I wanted to breathe you in entirely... ♡♡♡♡ another poetry book where it is not in theme and contains love stuff and maybe random stuff and it's kin...
