infinity kiss

i saw it

I'm haunted by what I've seen.

and it hasn't left my head.

ever since we were in bed.

though, it seems it doesn't affect me.

you're wrong because this is what I see.

if I lose you to the one not here,

all the words to you are unclear,

I won't be able to survive another night.

those tears will turn to blood and will land just right.

onto my thighs near the stretches.

and right now it's just sketches.

when I looked and I saw it,

I wanted to scream and have a fit.

how precise and clean and even.

it was like they weren't done by a demon.

by an angel who's job was to save you,

but barely ever saved few.

I lay and look up at the ceiling fan.

what I saw I felt like I didn't do what I can.

I wasn't on time I was the rabbit running and yelling, "I'm late, I'm late— for a very important date.—"

I wasn't there I was the red headed twin brother waiting for its fate.

I can't believe what I saw has haunted me and you're words sounded effortless.

like it was fine and irrelevant, yes.

not at all was it fine, I felt that shiver in my spine.

you didn't seem to care at all about the causes on those lines.

I'm sorry for this, but this is my only way to let it out.

I'm crying ever night knowing I wasn't enough to shout.

i saw it.

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I'm really sorry.