infinity kiss

i don't understand

I don't understand why things change.

I don't understand why many make a big deal out of change.

I don't understand why many don't make a big deal out of change.

I don't understand why I'll feel so empty.

I don't understand why I'll feel so drained after doing nothing.

I don't understand why my brain decides to push me further into the ground.

I don't understand why my mom decided to treat me with no trust.

I don't understand after all the talks that I've poured my heart into she chooses to push them away.

I don't understand why I can't seem to think when I blink.

I don't understand why I can't finish a simple project.

I don't understand why I can write all of these words, but not enough to make a story.

I don't understand why my power to push through left me.

I don't understand why I let my body win to fall to my knees.

I don't understand why I think things are after me.

I don't understand a kitchen sink.

I don't understand why poetry doesn't have to rhyme to grab someone's attention.

I don't understand why anything I do doesn't grab anyone attention anyway.

I don't understand why he's with me.

I don't understand why he loves me.

I don't understand why I get scared of him leaving me.

I don't understand why the stomach inside my brain decides to feed on emotions.

I don't understand why I can't be honest.

I don't understand why I feel down.

I don't understand why I don't want to say I'm depressed.

I don't understand why I must work so hard to impress others, when it never works in the end.

I don't understand why I try.

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'I don't understand' is a common poetry theme, I like it..

Forest and Kitchen Sink by twenty one pilots used in this if you didn't tell.