infinity kiss

drained

the bloods been sucked out of me.

my effort has been lacking as it gets sucked in that blood stream.

my emotions are down to one and I can tell you that it's not at all fun.

I dare to say that I am depressed, but the nights have just been filled with regrets.

I feel the blood leave at my finger tips into the vast void of nothingness.

I feel all of what once was escape through my toes, I've yet to care by not protecting my cold feet.

the sobs that quiver out my lips will never be able to form words that I want to say.

all that remains is what's left of yesterday; what is left to say?

that's when in a snap the day turns to night and as soon as I awake I can't find my strength to get out of bed.

I'd say there's much I could do to find my purpose without you, but it feels lonelier each and everyday.

the blood that's going down that drain will never come back.

I'll just have to find ways to regain it again.

but until then, leave the bags hanging under my eyes, leave the blood draining at my sides, leave the pale coldness on my skin, leave the constant tears rolling down my chin.

I'll watch it all go down the drain.