The Tour |Book Two|

Chapter Fifteen

Kaitlyn's POV

After I got back from the MRI and stuff they found out that I had a fractured metatarsal and a pulled tendon in my leg. I forgot what the tendon was called. I was back in the room with Shawn.

"My There's Nothing Holdin' Me Back music video just came out," Shawn said. My head whipped in his direction.

"Your... what?"

"My music video... for There's Nothing Holdin' Me Back..," he said slowly. I raised my eyebrows in anger.

"And you filmed it with...?" I asked.

"...Ellie Bamber," Shawn said almost inaudible. I took a sharp breath in. I was scaring him. Good.

"May I see it please?" I asked. He didn't move. A blush rose to his cheeks. "Shawn Peter Raul Mendes if you don't show me that video I will find it on my own and if there is something I won't like in it I swear I will leave you to take care of the twins while I go somewhere for a few weeks." I went to grab my phone. Shawn handed me his before I picked up mine.

I played the video. With every second the video got me more and more mad. I could feel the tension between Shawn and I as Shawn shifted in his chair. As the video ended I felt a knife stab in my stomach. Tears filled my eyes.

"Will you please leave?" I asked, inaudible. Shawn nodded, taking his phone from my hands. Tears fell down my face. I looked down at my ring, twirling it around my finger. I couldn't, wouldn't take it off. We aren't split. I just need some time away. Some time to breath.

Jessica came running into my room. She was still on the phone with Luke. She looked at me and her eyebrows furrowed.

"Luke, hold on just a minute." She said, taking her phone from her ear. She pressed a button on her phone and walked over to me. "Okay, what just happened. Shawn just walked out of here walking the walk of shame and he looked like he was about to cry."

"Shawn made a music video for that song he wrote me," I said. Her eyes lit up. "With Ellie Bamber..." Her eyes dulled. I pulled up the music video on my phone and gave the phone to her. She watched the video. Her face turned angry then sorrowful. She looked up at me.

"I'm so sorry, Kaitlyn." She held my hand. She took Luke off hold and put her phone up to her ear. "Luke, I'm going to call you la-"

"No. You don't need to stop everything for me. Go talk to your boyfriend."

"Never mind I guess," she went out of the room. I closed my eyes and took a breath. I'll probably go to California. Or maybe I could chill out in Australia with the boys. I could take Jessica with me. I think I'll do that.

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I haven't talked to Shawn in three days. It's been torture. I try to push it aside but it's hard to ignore the pain and calls from your mate. My wolf was eating me from the inside out and my angel was crying. You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift kept playing in my head. It's been an ear worm all day. I sang it quietly as I sat on the couch of the 5sos house.

Luke and Jessica were on a date. Michael and Calum were over at the piano and Ashton was in his room. I stood up, grabbed my crutches, and walked over to Michael and Calum. They looked at me and both of their smiled faded.