The Legend's Destiny

Peanut butter and jelly

I feel Spencer sit beside me. All I could think of is how good he smelled. I don't know what cologne he used but it was like heaven. Unfortunately he was sitting really close and it was making me a bit uncomfortable. So I decided to move away as subtle as possible. He just shot me a weird look and opened his mouth to start talking.

"I remember when we first came here. It was our first date. I was super excited but also super nervous. It literally took me 1h or more to get ready. When I first saw you I still remember you were wearing a white shirt with a brown leather jacket overtop, you had short shorts on and some sandals. I remember how I thought you were the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I've thought that everyday since I met you, that you were beautiful. I missed you Scarlet, more than I ever thought I could." He says looking me in the eye. I looked back of course and instead of answering I just kissed him. It was a short passionate kiss. It just...I don't know I just didn't feel anything. At least not the way I used to. Don't get me wrong it was a nice kiss,I just didn't get butterfly's in my stomach or get all happy like I used too.

"Thank you for doing this Spencer it means a lot." I practically whisper. Though it did mean a lot to me, I just couldn't shake the feeling that it was wrong to be with him. I mean I never thought we would get married or anything. I don't think I was ever in love with him, but I was always happy with him. I was always giddy inside. Sure I'm happy to be here but am I happy with him? I don't know.

"So do you want to eat?" Spencer asks. Although I don't know if this is going to work out I want to give him a chance. Plus who could give up free food.

"Yea sure." I see him grab two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, mango, and some coke. My favourite, and by the look on his face he could tell I would love it. I remember he would always come over and make me peanut butter and jelly it was one of our traditions, and lets just say I loved the tradition especially because he made them the best. Once we are done eating and talking about the old times its already 1:30 and it's time to leave.

"We should go now." I say. After cleaning up the mess. I see he looks a little disappointed but he doesn't say anything and stands up and extends a hand to me and I take it.

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Once we get to my house like the gentleman he is he gets out, opens the car door for me and walks me to my door. We kind of just stare at each other for a while and he leans in to kiss me. I just pretend not to notice and start fiddling with the doorknob.

"Well I had fun today." He says once I get the door open and was about to shut it.

"I did too." I say and i wasn't lying I did have fun...just more like I was with a friend, not a boyfriend.

"Ok well bye..." He says awkwardly and by the looks of it he didn't really know what to do with himself.

"Bye." I shut the door and I feel kind of bad because I kind of shut it in his face but it was just to awkward for me to handle. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse i hear Caelum chuckle behind me, and I quickly turn around and look him strait in the eye.

"What's so funny?" I say in an irritated tone. I was still looking him in the eye and he looked a little scared. I guess he could see how pissed I was. The worse part is I didn't know why I was pissed.

"N-nothing I just thought that you would be a little less awkward being with a guy you used to like love." He says looking away from me.

"I never loved him and yea, well it's not." I sigh. "I don't think I like him anymore. I just don't want to hurt his feelings by telling him." I say a little sad. I guess I was sad because he was always there for me, and I really liked him.

"I think your hurting him more by leading him on." He says looking at me again.

"Your right." I sigh "we should go." I say looking at the time.

"Yea we should." He says and we both walk to the door in silence.

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Hi! So this ones a bit longer because I've been writing some short chapters. I'm working on the second one and it should be up today so...yea. Anyways thanks for reading and thanks for over 400 reads it's incredible! -xoxo Jasmine :)