The Legend's Destiny

Hidden Meanings

I have never bean good at reading something, a poem for example, and finding the 'hidden meaning'. How are you supposed to know that a lonely flower is really you, and the pedals floating off is really you letting go of part of yourself? It doesn't say anything about that in the poem! How are you supposed to know?!

I think it's safe to say I spent at least 2 hours in bed the next morning just staring at my ceiling thinking about nonsense like hidden meanings. I finally came to the conclusion that they're stupid and I dragged myself out of bed. I haven't talked to Caelum since last night. It was weird last night, at least at first. We were both nervous. We both kept thinking it was a date, but really it was just us hanging out. Was it really though? I don't know if I'm making any sense. That might be because I'm just as confused as you. I'm super confused about Spencer.

I used to love Spencer. He was literally my everything. The only reason why I woke up and made myself actually go to class was because I just wanted to see his face and to feel his touch. I just wanted to be with him. I just wanted him to be with me. The thing I wanted most, was someone who was there for me when my family wasn't. Maybe that's the only reason why I loved him. I barely had a family who cared about me or even knew how old I was. Spencer, on the other hand, put me before him. He wanted me to be happy before he made himself happy. He wanted for us to work out. The only thing he wanted was to be with me, and I just turned him down. For a second time.

Caelum though. It wasn't that he cared so much about me and wanted nothing else but for me to not be sad. He was just my friend. He didn't push me, and he knew what I was going through. I was sure I loved Spencer for so long. Then I met Caelum. That's where I realized what real love was. Yes, I have figured it out.

I don't like Caelum. I love Caelum. Truly love him. More than I loved Spencer. If only I knew if he liked me too. I sigh out loud and finish changing. Yes, it has come to this. I must go out of my room. Into our mutual area. I'm making this a lot more dramatic than I need to but, hey, I'm a girl in love.

"Hey, Scar," Caelum greets as he sees me exiting my room. He's sitting in his office right next to my room and his door is wide open. It seams like he knew I didn't want to talk to him, and he made extra sure I did.

"Hi Caelum. What time is it?" I totally forgot to check what time I actually dragged myself out of bed.

"Noon. You must be hungry. You haven't come out of your room yet...uhh...not that I was watching for you or anything...I just noticed...'cause it was so silent..." He pushes his glasses up higher up his nose in a nervous way. I would have rolled my eyes. Except starting this morning everything Caelum does is insanely adorable. I giggle at his nervousness.

"A little. Have you eaten lunch yet? We can go out for a bite to eat and then go to training." I suggest. I really want him to say yes. It only took a few exchanged words to make me want to spend time with him, as opposed to ignoring him forever, which was my original plan.

"Sure. Let's go," he grabs his jacket off the coat rack and we head straight for the front door. "Where do you want to go?"

I hesitate. I want to say something along the lines of 'Anywhere, as long as you're with me.' I don't say that though. "Anywhere. Somewhere close, I'm starving all of a sudden." He nods and leads us into a small sandwich shop. "Aw, this place is so adorable, Caelum!" I softly squeeze his arm to show my excitement.

"Ow." He starts rubbing his arm.

"Aw, c'mon. I didn't squeeze it that hard." I say as I roll my eyes.

Caelum is interesting, and apparently I love interesting.

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Hey guys, so I have another chapter! I actually almost forgot about uploading...but I didn't, so I hope you liked it! Beware! This story is ending soon, but a BIG surprise is in store for you so stay tuned and please like and comment and show your love! <3

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