Song Writer

33. No Exception .... No Secret

Ferlin's POV

I remember the time and place
Where we are both happy together
But how painfully it is when it was the time I need to let go
Of you... the memories that we both built

I grab your hand as I hold on you
I cry in your shoulder when I feel down
I hug you when I feel safe in your arms
Then I say 'I need you' because that's how you are in my life
And I don't want to lose you

I cry out loud when those memories rushing inside of my head and I can't stop myself pleasing for you to comeback in my life again
I don't want to be alone without you I'm nothing

I smiled even though it was really fake
I laugh because I need to cover my feeling with it
I don't think about you for me not to cry
I won't look for you just to see you with other girl
Its painful but can't do anything
I'm powerless in your life

But what can I do
You are the only man my heart beats for
My eyes looking for
Your voice wants my ears to hear
Your hot skin under my skin
And your tempting lips that I always want to feel

You are no longer mine
You are just part of my beautiful memories that I need to forget
But love to keep inside of my heart
I won't forget how I first fall in love.... with you....

Jahn Michael

Come to think of it halos lahat ng naging 'ex' ko is nagiistart sa letter 'J' ang name I told you mapaglaro ang tadhana. De joke...

Masakit pero thankful parin kasi sa wakas done na ang nakaraan tapos na siya.

"Lets smile" Saad ko ng mabasa ko isang umaga sa article na malinis na ang pangalan namin ni Jack sa newspapers na nagsasabing wala talagang namamagitan sa amin.

"Unnie, I think you should see this" Si Kaya May na kinuha ang atensyon ko nasa harap kami ng hapagkainan ngayon kaya kasama ko ang mga kapatid ko.

"What is it?" I asked her habang inaabot ang cellphone nito at dahil medyo malayo ito sa akin iniabot na lamang nito ang cellphone kila Cecille at Melanie na mas malapit sa akin.

Medyo naguluhan pa ako nung una pero naintindihan ko rin naman.

"Seventeen will be partnered with WJSN in a movie in Uniform style this coming September"

13 + 13 = ALL OF THEM NO EXCEPTION!!!!

Bakla sila ng taon bakit walang exception seryoso na ba to? Wala ng urungan? Bakit ngayon ko lang nalaman?

Tinignan ko si Cezille dahil sigurado ako na may alam ito pero bakit hindi man lang nito sinasabi sa akin.

"Do you know about this?" I asked her.

"Yes" Hindi nagdadalawang isip na sagot nito sa akin na ikinainis ko.

"Why you didn't tell me?" I asked her again pero may konting irita na sa boses ko dahil seryoso ba ito.

"You don't have to know, besides your happy flirting with Jahn" In that exact word sumabog na ako did I forgot to tell to all of you that I'm really a short temper, well now you know.

"How dare you to tell me that, you don't know anything about all what happened! Wala kang karapatan na sabihin sa akin yan" Sigaw ko dito na sigurado ako na namukula na ako sa galit.

"Bakit totoo naman ah, sasabihin mo na nakalimutan mo na si Jahn pero nagpakita lang akala mo walang lalaki na naghihintay sayo!" Balik na sigaw rin nito sa akin.