Well here I am… my life sucks. I’m in my room writing this with no idea of what’s going on with my life. I just one big mess. People say I’m strong but really I feel weak and afraid. I want to be held and told its ok. I don’t want to live my life in fear I just want to move on and be strong. Why is it me sitting here crying. I want answers I need answers. I need to be able to move on, but I’m here tears falling down my face faster than I can wipe them away. I need someone to remind me of the person I am and the person I was decent to be. Please I don’t want to cry, I want to live and life of happiness. The people surrounding me don’t see how much pain I’m in. I want to cry, I want to run, and I want to find me again. The happy and loveable person I once was. Finding me is going to be hard but I must find the courage I know I have to make it through. I need to believe in me
Sometimes it feels every one want something from me I don’t understand I can only be one person that me.
I’m being pulled in all these directions, not even sure what I want.
Feels like the control I have on my life, is slowly slipping through my figures.
I need to take back the light that was stolen from me.
All the shame and guilt is slowing taking me….
Making me feel weak.
I want to listen to own my own heart talking.
Instead of the people around me trying to make something I’m not.
I WANT TO STAY ME…
HOW CAN I WHEN SO MANY PEOPLE THING THEY NO ME BETTER THEM I NO MYSELF.
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Feelings
Non-FictionAs a victim of abuse, I've experienced a lot in my life. As a young teenager, I'm trying to understand the emotions I'm feeling and how to overcome the trauma I've had to go through. Through witting I'm able to be completely honest with myself and o...
