Feelings

Don't underestimate ones voice.

There is no doubt life has given my challenges. Some days I really struggle to find the will and strength to continue to fight and find happiness. But the many people who tell me by staying strong and fighting my demons I’m giving them hope that they can also overcome their own demons.

I never knew growing up I could somehow me someone people admire and look for to find strength. This thought of me at my age helping someone, giving them the courage to ask for help and to have the confidence to tell someone about their struggles never seemed possible.  I’m more than honoured and hopefully one day can inspire more people and be the voice for the many girls and boys battling through abuse. I want to be a role model; I want to show people that it’s ok to feel weak and afraid but one day as a group we will all rise. No one needs to fight alone when hundreds even thousands can relate to your battle.

My PASSION is to help others, I understand how It feels to live in pain, to wake up each day remember today is another day, another battle. 

When I was younger I thought I was the only one ever to be abused, I felt alone like no one would understand the struggle. When really 1 in 5 women are sexually abused before the age of 18. This number is so very scary and all around the world this crime is rising. Not only girls are victims of abuse, boys are to, this crime is becoming more to common.

I want to be the voice of one girl or boy, if only one and remind them its ok, telling someone isn’t being weak it shows so much strength and courage. Your offender will tell you no one will BELIEVE you, you will LOSE everyone you LOVE. Don’t listen to them, they are protecting themselves, because they know what they have done is wrong.

We need to raise awareness for sexually abuse, we need to inform our children, our friends, peers and family, we need to show our support to the many victims and the people who need to know people care.

Any form of abuse, is wrong and never the victims fault. Yes is might feel that way but you need to realise you are the VICTIM; you didn’t ASK for it, you forced.

I want to be the voice; I want to continue to inspire people. My dream is helping others and as a victim, now survivor I’m not going to stop working hard to achieve my dream until people realise just how serious and common this crime is becoming.

To any one girl, boy, woman, man, don’t feel ashamed to ask for help it will save you, it’s the first step to recovery and to your own happiness.

Less than a year ago I joined wattpad, in hope of escaping my world; my world was surrounded in pain. Reading has always been my escape and this site allowed me to read books, but also to connect with people. During this time I felt alone, scared, weak and very fragile. I needed to find someone who would care for me and love me.

This site allowed me to meet so many people who have supported me though out my whole journey.

I never imagined myself to one day write my own book, the way I did. Even though it’s not that good (demi Lovato my hero), it still gave me the confidence to then publish my first chapter of ‘feelings’. This book has helped me as much as its helps others. It’s my release and my way to communicate with people who need someone to understand how they feel.

Everyone has the right to a happy and healthy life.

The CHOICE is in your hands.

You are have the POWER to fight and seek help and work towards recovery.

EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE WORLD IS WORTHY OF LIFE.

DON’T RISIST THIS FIGHT, THIS IS YOUR BATTLE AND ONE DAY YOU WILL OVERCOME IT AND BE HAPPIER, HEALTHY BUT MOST OF ALL STRONGER.

I dream

I wish,

One day I will inspire.

Your world might be dark today,

But let me in,

I will make it shine,

It will glow.

The pain will end,

You will smile,

Your heart will mend,

Your soul will rejoice,

My shooting star will guide you,

Protect you.

I will catch your tears,

BY simply raising my voice.

My voice will speak for you,

And you.

My voice will be heard and we TOGETHER stand tall and proud as SURVIVORS of abuse.