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Sorry for lack of updates I've just been down lately and idk why. But I really want to come back to this story and I know you all want me to update it so here we are. Thank you for everything! ❤️


At the airport, Jon brought Arin into a bear hug, which he gladly accepted. They looked each other in the eyes and the looks they shared were extremely different than the last time they had seen each other.

Just over a year ago, when Jon had heard Arin was moving across the country, he felt his heart crumble, but he couldn't find out why. He "hated" Arin, the feelings Arin gave him, the way Arin acted, everything. He just felt like he lost a family member, but it was just dumb old Arin.

A few weeks later, Jon texted Arin, unknowing of how Arin would answer. He was worried sick Arin could never accept him after the things he's said and done.

Jon: Hey, is this Arin?

Arin: Why are you texting me?

Jon: I just wanted to know how Florida is. I've never been there.

Arin: I don't talk to homophobes.

Arin: Leave me the hell alone.

Arin: If I see another text from you I'm blocking you.

Jon: Arin please I miss you so much I don't know why but it feels like you somehow filled a hole in my life and I shouldn't have taken you for granted please just talk to me I'm sorry for what I did but you've brought out something in me and I don't know how to deal with it I'm sorry if I'm rambling I just want you to know without you I wouldn't have gotten the courage to come out to my parents as Bi I'm sorry Arin I'm sorry

Arin: ... Wait, you're bi?

Jon: I'm sorry Arin, but after we broke up, I realized why I treated you like shit, and hearing about you moving to Florida only furthered that. I know I shouldn't have done that, I was just coping with my feelings the only way I knew how. Don't hate me.

Arin: Why did you hurt me

Jon: I didn't know how to come to my sensed and I didn't want to be gay. It was against what I knew. I thought by hurting the person who gave me those feelings, they would go away.

Jon: I'm sorry.

Arin: I don't know if you've changed.

Jon: I don't know either, but I want to.

Jon: I have a boyfriend now. You're the first person I'm telling.

Arin: Jon, I've missed you too.

Arin: And Florida has me sweaty as shit dude like who cares about Disney this place is hell

Jon: Thanks Arin.

Arin: np.

Jon: And dude I would have totally given you bug spray

Arin: I can buy it myself

Arin: Actually free stuff is awesome give it to Barry to send to me

Jon: It's great to talk to the old Arin again.

Arin: No black eyes this time, okay?

Jon: I promise.

Arin: Well the last time we talked to each other I was crying and you were laughing.

Jon: Im sorry okay?

Arin: I just don't know if I trust you.

Jon: Let me earn your trust.

Arin: Okay. We'll see how this goes.

Jon: Thank you, Arin! You won't regret it!

Arin: It's funny seeing a top beg.

Jon: I'm not a top, I'm just a top compared to you.

Arin: Got me there

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