Reunite

Chapter 32

Part two

I plumped the pillows on the sofa and glanced up at Anastasia, she offered me a sad smile and lightly sighed.

"You don't have to do this.", She almost whispered, I frowned and walked closer to her.

"What do you mean?", I asked, I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and kissed her forward.

"The way you are looking at me.", She spoke a little louder now, she was angry.

"How am I looking at you?", I questioned.

"With sad eyes. Everything I'm doing you are looking at me and feeling sorry for me, please just stop it.", I heavily sighed and sat down slowly.

"Anastasia. I'm sorry. I've never done this before.", I stated.

"Well, I've never lost a baby either!", She snapped, I felt a sudden sharp pain hit my heart, I lowered my face in my hands and rubbed it.

"That's low.", She wiped the fallen tear and folded her arms, almost hugging herself tightly. She kneeled down in front of me and grabbed my hands from my face, she rubbed my hands and ran a hand through my hair.

"I'm sorry.", I nodded and lifted my head so our faces were inches apart.

"We are going to be fine. It seems so hard right now, but it'll be ok.", I stated, almost reassuring myself.

"As long as you are here it'll be ok, I need you.", She kissed my lips slowly and rested her forehead against mine.

"I'm here." I took a deep breath and continued speaking. "I haven't dealt with loss since my mother, it brung it all back. I'm no good at this, Ana.", She sat on my lap and curled up in a small ball. I wrapped my arms around her and felt at home, I buried my face in the nape of her neck.

"I love you.", She whispered, she tightened her arms and kissed me slowly once again.

I paced around my office and had been on the phone for the past hour and a half, I undone my shirt and sipped my wine as I listened to the man speak away. It has been two weeks since we got home from the hospital, in the two weeks things had got back to 'normal.'

The normal meant I was back to work and Ana was job hunting once more, our relationship was tested but in a way it brung us closer together. There would still be nights where I'd break down, just because it was so raw still.

"I don't think that's going to work out for us, Mr. Ellis please do not waste my time. Our we going to do a deal or not?", I stated, I downed the rest of my wine and leaned against my desk.

I watched as Anastasia slowly peeped her head around my office door, I nodded for her to come in and she shut the door quietly. I raised my eyebrows as she wore one of my tops with her legs bare, she wrapped her arms around my broad shoulders and closed the gap between us.

"Everything ok?", I questioned, she nodded and kissed my cheek. I rested my hands on her lower back and slowly squeezed her bum, she ran kisses along my jaw and I gulped as I tried concentrating on the conference call.

"No. This isn't good enough, 20% isn't sustainable.", I stated, all I could focus on was Ana. Her scent was smothering me, she playfully nibbled on my jawline and made us both chuckle.

"Sorry, say that again.", I asked, I slapped her backside hard and rubbed it gently.

"I've missed that palm.", She stated. What was she trying to do to me? I gulped and felt a shiver run down my spine as she continued to kiss me slowly and running her hands dangerously low on my stomach.

"Look, I'm not negotiating. I'm telling you. If that deal isn't on my desk by tomorrow morning then we are done, you know what I want. Goodnight.", I slammed the phone down and picked Anastasia up so quickly, she squealed in surprise and wrapped her legs around my waist.

"I'm yours.", She whispered, I smiled and pushed her against the wall roughly, she gasped and pushed her hips into mine. She undone my belt and smashed her lips into mine, we longed for one another recently. "Playroom.", She stated in between kisses, I pulled back and rested my head against hers.

"Only if you are sure.", I said whilst loud pants disrupted the silence in the room, I took a deep breath and nodded. "You know the rules.", She wrapped her legs around me harder and bit her lip.

"Yes, sir.", I raised my eyebrows.

"Good girl.", I kissed her and she gripped her hands hard in my hair. "Let's go, baby."

I clasped on top of Anastasia and panted heavily, I gulped and wiped the sweat from my forehead. I rested my head on her bare chest and kissed her slowly and back up to her neck and lower lip.

I sat on my knees and still sat on top of her, I ran my hands down the sides of her body and watched the goosebumps appear. I reached up to her hands and untied her carefully, she wrapped her arms around me once more and held me close.

"Can we just lay here for a while?", I kissed her slowly and nodded, she smiled widely and I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.

"You don't know how much you mean to me. I'm so thankful that you have changed me, I'm a different person because of you.", She half smiled and kept very close.

"You haven't changed, Christian. You were always good. You just did not know how to show love.", I intertwined our hands and rested them on my chest.

"I never shown love because I've never loved anyone apart from you.", She giggled and kissed my shoulder.

"It's so weird you being soft and soppy.", I raised my eyebrows and shook my head before smiling.

"I'm not soppy, I think I'm just besotted with a certain someone.", She playfully winked before climbing on top of me, I gripped her backside and held her close.

"Show me you aren't soppy then, Grey.", She ran her fingertips down my chest and got too low, I twitched and licked my lips before holding her hands.

"This is what you want? Dominance, steel?", I questioned.

"Yes.", She nodded.

That's all I needed to hear...

Last addition to the Christians point of view! Loved writing in his view. Sorry for the long wait, work and family life has been crazy. My holiday is coming up in four weeks so ideally would like to have three new chapters up before I go. 

Very interested to have feedback from everyone and comments, love to know where I'm standing and what I can do better?

Update should be done next Sunday latest.

Have a lovely weekend my peeps, 

M