All That Matters

Chapter 44

Next day

Scooter, Allison, Justin and I were out getting breakfast and talking about what was next for me. "Jaiden I don't know if you want to do this but Ellen wants you to go back on her show an talk about these past few months?" Scooter asked "I don't mind, I mean it will set rumors straight." I shrugged eating my salad. "But can I talk about the sex tape or no?" I asked "I suggest you keep that between us, let's just say she had something that would of ruined Justin." "Okay, but can Justin come on the show with me?" I asked

"I don't think Ellen will mind." He said. "Okay then I'll do it." I said "it's settled then we leave tonight, and you're on Ellen tomorrow." He said "scooter do you mind if after LA, Jaiden and I go to Paris like I had planned months ago?" "I don't see why not, you're both on break." He said "great looks like we're going to Paris." Justin said setting his hand on my thigh. "But just know Jaiden you're going to start recording your new album soon, so try to work on new songs." Scooter said "I have a couple ideas already." I said "great can't wait to hear them." "What about you Justin?" He asked "what about me?" "Journals is about to be released, and I know you already have many songs." "You're right, but I'm not focused on that right now I'm focused on Jaiden and I." He said smiling over at me We finished eating and went back to the hotel to pack for the trip back to LA. Justin finished packing and he and Fredo went out to who knows where. I finally finished packing, but no one seemed to be around. I spoke to soon since Drew walked into the door. "Hey." I said smiling He tilted his head up indicating his way of saying hi.

But Drew never said hi to me in that way unless he was mad. "Um are you okay?" I asked "Yea sure whatever." he said and walked away. Um okay? I walked over to his room and knocked on the door. "Drew if you're not going to talk to me, at least know I'm going to LA with Justin tomorrow and after to Paris." I added He didn't say anything, I sighed and walked back to the room. My back was starting to hurt so I laid down. My bedroom door opened and Justin came in. "What's wrong babe?" he said sitting down on the bed. "My back it's hurting." I said rubbing it. "You have some lotion?" he asked "In my bag." I said He got up and grabbed a Victoria Secret lotion. "Take off your shirt." he commanded. I didn't hesitate, I quickly removed it on tossed it on the floor. Justin hovered over me and squirted lotion on to my shoulders.

He rubbed the lotion over my back and it felt amazing. I let out a moan and Justin laughed. "I'm guessing I have hands of a goddess?" he asked "You sure do." I said laughing. After a couple of minutes, I put my shirt back on and sat up. "Do you know what's wrong with Drew?" I asked "no, I really haven't talked to him since I can't remember." He said "I'm going to go talk to him before we leave." I said "don't take to long we leave in 20 to the airport." He said I nodded and walked out. I tired to open the door but it was locked. I knew Drew wouldn't open it so I took out the hotel room key and worked on opening the door. Back in the day I was known to opening doors with cards so within 2 minutes I had to door opened. "What the hell?" He said getting up from his bed. "Jaiden get out" he said walking over to me. I closed the door behind me. " sit down and let me talk." I said pushing him.

"There's nothing to talk about." He said "Drew you've been ignoring me since we arrived." I said "why?" "How is it that you forgive Justin but not Becky?" He said "what?" "Justin did the exact same thing Becky did to you but worse, Becky was your best friend when Justin wasn't there for you." "What are you saying? Drew, Becky did what she did was because she was jealous of me. Justin did it out of anger for what I did to him. I knew what I was getting myself into when I lied to him." I said "so what you're just going to forgive him like nothing ever happened." "Mom always showed me how to forgive people no matter what, I'm surprised you haven't forgiven mom fora lol the mistakes she's done." "I have!" "Drew we both know tha deep down inside you haven't" "he's the reason why you started cutting again." He said yelling. "He's not the only reason!" I yelled leaving the room. Is everything okay?" Justin asked "I'm fine let's just go." I said pulling my luggage out of the hotel room. "Jaiden you can't just leave to LA and leave things like this with your brother." He said "Drew doesn't approve with the choice I made and that's not my problem." I said leaving out the door not knowing ifJustin was following behind me. "Hey Kenny." I said once I reached the lobby. "Hey, how's it going?" He asked

"it's going okay I guess I just can't wait to leave Miami." I said hugging him. "Where's Justin?" He asked "I don't know, he's probably talking to Drew." I said getting into the car.

Justin's POV

I didn't follow behind Jaiden because I felt bad that her and Drew were fighting for giving me another chance. I knew Drew wouldn't open the door if I knocked and told him it was me, so I just walked in. "Don't waste your time bro, there's nothing you can say that will change my mind about you." He said keeping his attention to his phone. "I know nothing will hangs your mind but just know I love Jaiden more than anything in the world, and I know I hurt her bad, but she hurt me a well even if it was for a reason but you have to know when she broke up with me I lost it.

My whole life I've been around people that have been using me for my fame but it hurt more when she confessed that she was using me, so yea I'm sorry for doing the things I did to her, but that doesn't make you a better person that me. You may not forgive your mother for what she did but know that she's not coming back and you won't ever be able to forgive me." I said walking out the door but stopped myself. "And just to let you know, I'm going to ask Jaiden to marry me while we're at LA, and maybe look at some houses." I said "no you're not." Drew said getting up from the bed. "I don't need our approval." I said leaving the room. I grabbed my luggage and walked down to the lobby. "Kenny!" I yelled running to him. "What's up JB." he said hugging me "Nothing man, is Jaiden already in the car?" I asked

"Yea, we're just waiting for you to arrive so we can head to the airport." He said "what about Scooter and Allison?" I asked "they're already on their way, they had a meeting earlier." "Alright then what are we waiting for?" I asked. We walked over to the car an I sat down next to Jaiden. "What did you say to Drew?" She asked looking straight ahead. "Nothing you have to worry about." I said reaching for her chin. I motioned her face to look at me "I know you're mad for me talking to him but I had to." I said "no you didn't, you could of made things worse." "I might have but I may have not either." I said smiling "what are you talking about?" She asked "you see very soon." I said facing straight ahead "Justin you just can't tell me that."

"Yes I can." I said laughing "ugh I hate when you do that." She said facing the over way "I know you do but you'll love what I have for you." I said hugging her "don't waste your money on me." She said seriously "so what you want me to get it for free? Fine I'll get you some grass, dirt, bugs. You know since they're free." I said "that's not what I meant." She said followed by her cute smile. "Then what?" "I meant not to wait thousands for dollars." She said setting her head on my shoulder. "I can't promise that." I said running my hands through her hair. "No one can ever convince you can they." She said poking my cheek.

"Nope" I said popping the p. "Alright love birds we're here." Kenny said I opened the van door and helped Jaiden down while Kenny grabbed our bags. We walked through security and walked over to the jet. Scooter and Allison were already seated. "What's up guys" I said "hey" they replied Jaiden and I sat in the back while the other sat in the front. "LA here we come!" Jaiden yelled "someone's excited." I said calming her down "I love LA babe, maybe even more than I love living in Canada." She said "really?" I asked "no never, but it's my second choice." She said locking her hand with mine. "Well Jaiden I've been meaning to ask you something." I asked scratching the back of my head with my free hand.

"What?" "If we were to go looking for houses while we're in LA would you consider moving in with me?" "Here in LA?" She asked "yea, we can buy a house they we both love." I said nervous "Justin I would love to, I have nothing in Canada anymore beside Drew. So yea I would love to." She said pecking me lips. "Great, we can go tomorrow after Ellen." I said smiling after about 2 hours we arrived in LA and we went straight to the hotel. Jaiden wasn't feeling well so we stayed in and watched some movies for the rest of the night.