All That Matters

Chapter 55

Once Justin's lips touch mine, my body ignites. I moan into his mouth, and my fingers thread through his hair and tug harder no able to control my need for him. My hands move from his hair down to the hem of his white t-shirt, I pull it up over his head and toss it to the ground. "Jai." he pleas "I can't take advantage of you." he moans as I swipe my tongue over his bottom lip. "You aren't, now stop talking." I half laugh and he groans as my hand reaches down to palm him through his jeans. I know he can't resist me  but I never thought I would ever have all this control. It's amazing really the way we have switched roles. He is so hard and turned on, I climb off of him and reach for his zipper.

Justin's POV

Her small hands reach down to unbutton and unzip my jeans. My mind is racing and I know this is wrong but I can't help it. I want her. I need her. When my pants reach my ankles I shake my head. I'm not thinking clearly, I am wasted completely gone for this sweet, now wild woman that I love. "Wait.." I say again "No..no waiting. I have waited long enough." she says as she pulls my boxers down. The dress she has on is enough for any man to be at her mercy. The way the fabric shows her every curve, every dip in her flawless skin, it's the sexiest thing I have ever seen. That is, until she pulls it over her head tossing it at me playfully. I can literally feel my eyes trying to pop out of my head when I take her body. She might not see it but she is flawless to me. She smiles and lets her heels hit the end of the bed before she falls

backwards onto the mattress. " I have missed you so much." I say joining her on the bed. "Do you have a condom?" she asks in my ear as I lean onto the bed. "Yea." I answer lowly. A frown takes over the smile that was on her face. "It's a habit." I admit truthfully. I knew she was thinking I was probably going to use it on Maddison but there was no way. She looks over at my jeans on the floor and sits up to grab them. She digs in the pockets until she finds what she is looking for. She tosses the jeans back on the floor and hands the condom to me. "Are you sure?" I ask for the twentieth time. "Ask again and I'm taking this and using it with someone else.:" she barks. I know she wouldn’t actually do that..well I

don’t think she would at least. I can't imagine her with anyone but me. Maybe because it will kill me. Now I know exactly how she feels knowing I slept with another women. "Have it your way then, I'm going to fi.." she starts to say but I cut her off by placing my hand over her mouth. "Don't you dare finish that." I growl at her and feel her lips pull into a smile under my hand. I can't deny her when I know she wants me, and there is the chance..the small chance that if she is reminded of that we have together she will me another chance. I remove my hand from her mouth and tear open the condom. As soon as I slide it over me, she climbs onto my lap. "I want to do it this way first." she says, gripping me again

 before she lowers herself onto me. I let out a  sigh full of defeat and pleasure as she rolls her hips against mine. She moves herself slowly in circles, creating the sweetest rhythm. I know I won't last long, I have been deprived from her for a couple of days but to me that's a long time. I lift off the bed slightly to meet her movements and bring her mouth to her ear. "I'm so sorry Jaiden for everything I have put you through." I say and nip at her neck. My self control is gone and I suck her skin harshly, making sure to leave mark for everyone to see. For Harry to see. "You know I am the only one who can make you feel like this..you know no one else can make you scream the way I can..no one knows exactly where

 to touch you like I do." I say and reach down to rub her where our bodies are connect. "Oh god.." she purrs "Say it Jaiden, say I am the only one." I rub harsher and move my hips to thrust into her whoe she is still moving on her own. "You are." "I'm what?" I ask her. I need to hear her say it even though I know she might be lying. I grab her hips and flip us over, me hovering over her and she shrieks as I pound into her. Harder than ever before. "You're the only one..Justin..the only.." she says and I watch her come undone beneath me. Her words are all I need to find my own release and she rakes her nails down my back as I spill into the condom and collapse on top of her. "I love you." I tell her and try to look at her but she looks away. "Shh." she says and touches her fingers to my lips "I just can't shh." I tell her as