All That Matters

Chapter 41

It been weeks since I've left the house, no one has visited me except for Drew and Lilly. No calls from Chaz, Ryan, nor Lexi. Today was New Years and tomorrow we were back on tour. "Jaiden there's someone here to see you." Drew yelled. "I'm not going down, tell them to leave." I yelled back. The door shot open and Lexi was standing there. "Lexi go away." I said throwing her a pillow. "No, I haven't seen you in forever." "Well you're too busy spending time with Chaz." I said facing away from her. "Jai come on we need to start packing you leave on tour tomorrow." she said pulling me off my bed. "You pack for me." I said "No, you haven't left your room in weeks.

Look Chaz and Ryan are throwing a party tonight and I'm inviting you." she said "No, Justin's going to be there." "So what their house is big it's not like you'll bump into each other." "I don't think this is a great idea." I said "You're going and there's no excuse." Knowing Lexi she would stop at nothing. "Ugh I hate you." I said "Now get in the shower, you have two hours to get ready." she said "what about you?" I asked "I brought my things." she said "Come on, get in the shower." she said pushing me. I walked to the restroom and striped down naked. I walked into the restroom and took a quick shower. I walked out with a towel around my body. Lexi had laid out a pair of mustard colored jeans and a black v neck tank top. I quickly changed left my hair to air dry since it was wavy.

I did my makeup and within minutes I was done. Lexi was already done, she was just waiting for me. "Drew I'm going out." I told him. "Great, it's about time." he said "I wouldn't be going, but Lexi is dragging me." "Thanks Lex." Drew yelled out. "I hate you both." I said I walked downstairs and I looked at Lexi. "Do I have to go?" I asked "Yes! We're going back on tour for another 2 months with no break." she said. She dragged me out of the door and into her car. She drove to Chaz and Ryan's house and the who ride I looked out the window ready to expect the worse. When we arrived there wasn't as many cars parked outside. Lexi got out of the car, and she waited for me to get out. I took a deep breath and got off the car. We walked to the door and Lexi rang the doorbell. Ryan's jaw tighten when he saw me.

"Fame whore's are not welcomed here." he said through his gritted teeth. I sighed and grabbed Ryan's wrist. I pulled him into his room and locked the door. "Get Chaz." I said to Lexi." She nodded and walked out the door. "Move out of my way." Ryan said "No, you're going to stay here and listen to me if you like it or not." I said yelling at him. "Dam don't get your panties in a twist." he said Lexi came in with Chaz but was about to turn around but Lexi stopped him. "Dude let's just listen to her." Ryan told Chaz "She broke Justin's heart!" he yelled "Look I didn't mean to." I said "What do you mean?" Ryan said I sat between them and played with my thumbs. "Selena came to visit me a couple of days ago, and she threatened that if I didn't break up with Justin and tell him I was using him for his fame then she would release a sex tape of him." I said "Jaiden you have to tell Justin." Ryan quickly shot up.

"No, no one tells him, because he wouldn't care and I can't risk his career. I rather lose mine that him lose his. "Listen if it comes down to having to choose between me and Justin choose him, he needs you more than I do." I said sadly "you guys can't tell him either." I added "Jaiden we promise not to tell him, but we're really sorry for acting like jerks and ignoring you." Chaz said "it's alright you guys didn't know." I said "aw group hug." Lexi said we all hugged each other and walked back downstairs. "Guys try to keep Justin away from me I don't want to cause any problem." I said "well you better scurry on cause he just got here." Chaz said "I'll see you guys around." I said and Lexi followed behind me. "Here drink this." She said handing me a red cup. "Lex I don't want to drink." "Babe it's just one drink, it won't hurt you." She said and she was right. Lexi and I danced and talked for hours.

I was going to get another drink when I bumped into Justin. "Hey it's the fame whore." He slurred. He was drunk, I don't blame him everything did would make me get drunk as well. "Justin I'm not here to cause a scene." I said but he ignored me and dragged me up to the stage. He took the microphone from the da and tapped on it. "Can I have everyone's attention." He said into it. Everyone turned around and face him. "If you don't already know who I am, I'm Justin and this right here is the bitch that broke my heart." He said with a smile. I was about to walk off the stage when Justin tightly grabbed on to my wrist. "Justin you're hurting me." I said "guys out there don't date her she's only after your money and fame." He continued saying and laughing. "What can I say Jaiden you're the fakest bitch I know and your mom would be very ashamed of you." He said.