I dont feel alive anymore. I feel like a shell of a person that i once was. I don't smile the same, laugh the same, talk the same. Im not the same. I'm a different person then I was. I was "bubbly" and "hyper" now I'm empty. Just a shell, just a body without a soul. My soul... Once livly and full of love for each day now crushed and broken into dust. Yes I laugh at funny things. Yes I smile but I'm not the same. You think if she smiles shes happy. No, she's not. Look in her eyes. They telk what she can't. They show the pain she keeps Hidden. Just look in her eyes. They are not alive. Her eyes are dead. Like she feels. She feels like she's worthless. Not needed and in the way. She cuts... She's not proud of that but she can't stop. No matter how much she promises she can't. She starves herself. Nit on purpose she jut can't eat. She tries but it makes her sick.
I know this. Because she... Is me...
