I'm scared of what may happen. What has happend. I'm scared of the demon in my head. What she tells me I'm not enough for anyone. She tells me i shouldn't get close. That you'll leave like everyone else. I dont want to believe her but she's so loud in my head. She drowns out the good things and replaces it with hate. Hate of myself but she gives me so much love for you but she makes me think you'll leave me soon. She tells me you don't love me. She tells me I should stop trying. But she wint let me.
