At 2 days before your birthday you should be happy right? Getting the house ready for a party? Not here. Not with me. With me it's stress. Like always. Nothing to do with celebrating that fact that I'm alive. Do u care about a party? No I don't but I do wish that it wasn't being screamed at. I didn't go to my blade. But God I want to.
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