How do I kill what's in my head with out killing myself? I wish I could explain to you what happens in my head. All the voices screaming at the top of their lungs that I'm a failure. That I'm just a waste of space. They all tell me that I'm nothing that no one cares. That my friends just stay cuz they feel bad for me. So I do what I can to drown them out. I cut to feel relief for a second. I wish I could make them be quite and be nice. But they hate me. I hate me.
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