Its a bad day. I didnt smile or laugh. I didnt joke and play with my friends. Its a bad day. Dont ask "what made you feel this?" Its depression. Nothing "makes" you feel it. It just kicks you in the gut and tried to brake you. And sometimes it wins. I'd do anything to " be the old Robbie again" its not that easy! I can't say a fucking spell and be happy again! It doesn't work like that! No one that hasn't felt this understands! And then I'm the bad guy for not caring about what they talk about. I dont even care about my favorite things anymore. I used to be obsessed with my favorite band. I used to get excited about new episodes of my TV shows. I dont now. I dont care anymore. I can't just be happy again. It won't let me.
